Larry ---> Victory in the Bible

Change Blog

2008-07-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

Hi guys,

Its time i moved on, I changed my blog address to magiciandkim.blogspot.com so now you guys can know what i doing now in my new work life.

Magician..

1 Month Ago

2008-04-26T14:32:00.002+08:00

Greetings people, sorry man, it seems like I blogging every month. LOL!! Anyway, its exam period and the last 3 weeks, I have been trying to mug. Apparently yes, because its my final year and I wanted to end this nightmare.

I hoping to get to work soon, since my work is magician and crew work, its what I wanted to do, in order to advance and learn something different. Pay is not bad, the good thing is, I can earn more through other work, and calculating the time i will spend, I also can spend some time on designing, then learn a few more editing stuff to make a small business out of video and graphic making, like somehow cater for the lower end people. :) Its another small interest I got!

So what has been going on in my life? Hmm, nothing much though, I am planning for a competition on 15th June, so those that are free, please drop by at TPY Hub between 2 to 5 and see my competition. :) Its not cheerleading for sure.

Talking about cheerleading, well, I pretty sucks in them already, ya apparently it get very tiring, because I never train ma. LOL!! Have to start planning gym when working le, cause exercising, help keep people in good shape, both mentally and physically, so i believe its good to start a lifestyle with gyming. Second thing is, I moving to my aunt house for perm I guess, even not perm, it will be more than 2 years, since my work is duration based, and it will be 2 years. :)

Oh back to cheerleading, Recently I received an email from a press, actually U-Channel, but i not going to say much, its just that, they wanted a collaboration with the current cheerleading competition, making it into TV. It sounds good, because its time that Cheerobics move to the TV scene, maybe like the Semi-finals to the Finals, it will be on TV, somehow like Superstar. But the key thing will be maintaining the prestige level of Cheerleading, while making it big. Hmm, to me, if I wanted to make it big and while keeping the level, I think it will be up to CAS to put their mind and soul into it, and then will be able to maintain the standard, or else, it will be just another year of Cheerobics. Oh, as for the person, my club is going to reply him and say we are not doing it anymore, and direct them to CAS, ya, basically, i hope CAS will make use of this chance to make it to the scene.

Holy Shit

2008-03-23T06:57:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, I realised that I haven blog for 1 month!!!

Damn, sorry folks with the lag of update. Mainly due to the fact that last week have been hectic. From FYP report to my committee, to magic, to whatever rest.

LOL, basically, 2 days ago, I just finished 1 major event of the club, damn, but its fun though its tiring, esp when i have only 2 days to make the video but i happy with the results. :) I think i can start this kind of freelancer job for people like in wedding or events. :) cool right, and then promise high quality product like in HDV mode, it will be super clear. :) YA!!!

Also, hmm, I finished a threatre magic show, hmm I more of a stage crew, minus off a mini performance during the begining, but I facing back to the audience, so its not a bad deal to me, but it feel great that the people said well done. :) (I still have to train for my first show, have to make it good, have to make it good)

Second, went for cheerobics, this year its at KALLANG LEISURE PARK, take note that i CAP it because I thought it suppose to be a prestige event? NVM.. So the result? Magnum was not in top 3, I half sad, because I expected them to be in SECOND, which obviously they should, but they are penalised for over shot of music time, Bloodly shoot. The juniors did a great job, I like the stunts, the tumblings, they are all so unique. Back in our hearts, we know that magnum always looking towards breakthrough, and having champion title is no longer an issue. (Well, maybe to some people it still is) But I feel that in the positive side, we tried new things every year, cause we feel that cheerleading doesn't have limit, the limit is only your imagination.

Hmm, so what else le? Exam coming, FYP closing soon. Ya.. I still hate FYP though. :) I wish i can end everything now.. :)

Experience Show

2008-02-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

I just finished a show like 4pm, then nap until like 9pm before waking up fresh. LOL!! So basically, this is what happened:

Woke up like 8am, prepared to move off and meet my frenz at her home, got the stuffs, and we set off to Sentosa. And we landed at a place called one degree 15. *Break* (That damn place is super cool, and the club house is like OMG) So basically, IF you have to chance to step inside, take a look around, but its only for members aka Rich people.

Okie, at the club house, we did a briefing of what going to happen, did the setup aka deco to the KTV room, and suppose we have to do a deco on a boathouse, but well, the boat is on a back to back event, so the clean up only ends like 1230 or so. So I was given the task to deco the boat while she was performing then. Which is after i finish my mascot task. OH.. I am the mascot for this party event.

So everything was fine, I even got the number from the balloon guy so that I can meet him up after I finish my work and we can work on the boat. Problem No 1: I got the wrong number without realising, and it marks the fatal mistake that I going to make later on.

So, I finish off my work as a mascot and prepared to move off to the boat. *Break* They got this mahjong room, with the ELECTRONIC MAHJONG TABLE. That is freaky cool, I thought i never got to see it, but its damn it. Basically, you dun have to wash the tiles or stack it, the table will do it for you. LOL!!.

So I moved off to the boat while calling the balloon guy. Obviously cant get through. Problem No 2: The boat was blocked by another boat, so I cannot see the name. I know the size of the boat, and I know there is 2. But I don't know the other boat's name except the one I saw infront of me. And I know that is not the one. So Desperate moments, I tried to recall the name but cant, then i went to find my boss for help, which the fatal moment is. My boss asked me for the boat's name, and I dun remember, and he was angry, cause its a lack of responsiblilty from my side, and I realise that damn he was right, I should have found out even this detail so as to know where the hell the boat is, and not guessing where the boat is. So end story is, HE IS DAMN PISSED. I also sad, but he manage to find out from the waitress.

So I found out that the boat is behind the stupid boat with big deco, it totally cover the boat that i wanted to find. (Damn it) And the boat is at the furthest part of the quay. To cut short, I totally ran like a few Km back and fro to settle the deco and balloons. Which finally, the whole event ended.

The fun part is, I worked as a mascot and the kids juz like to hug me. LOL!! (By the way, they are cute gals) But hey, I not hitting on them, just feel that hey, its cool you know, to be able to entertain them that bit. Well, Certainly learnt alot. Esp this kind of event, its not easy. I thought its nothing big deal, but well, still, every details count. :)

Finally Its over..

2008-02-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

10 days.. Finally its over.. This 10 days have been long and short.. The lazing around, trying to get people to buy Vday stuffs etc..

Then the final 3 days non stop of working on the flowers, getting all the stuffs around singapore etc. Finally everything was over. :) Vday finally ended yesterday, and even though things has been hard, I glad that everyone contributed and learnt something.

I said before, its not the event or money that is important, even though we have to make it successful but its the process and the progress you made during this journey. I hope everyone learnt something or someone around the committee to make them feel strong and bonded together.

This is one time where we start to do things together and do stupid things. Even with a whole chunk of work after the day, we still can see people coming down and contribute to everything that they do. I totally appreciate that.

Last but not least, I finally made an update to this blog. Ya, my life is just that simple.. But simple is always good.. Doesnt it.

V day Gifts!!

2008-02-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

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Long Delay...

2008-01-31T12:06:00.000+08:00

Hey, I backed.. ALIVE!! Sorry guys for not updating for quite some time. Mainly because I busy with my FYP and stuffs. That finally today, while I am slacking, I think i do some updates.

Bascially, I haven been going for classes, as usual. Not just because I dun want to, but I writing some program for my FYP. which is the main issue. My prof wanted it, so I have to produce something for him.

Next is, Last week, I dance for VOS aka Voices of Spring in Chinatown, and I will say, the performance is good, but its super tiring. :( And not just that, I injured my leg durin the training. Well the injury is going off, nothing stops the great Larry. LOL!!

Then yesterday I just went for a Kids Magic Convention and have some talk with them, sit in the lecture. And I really feel that its interesting and challenging to work into this field as the starting path. :) No sweat.

Training going to start soon, and I glad I found an ideal job for me. Not alot of people can do that, basically because they have to work to survice in singapore. :) I certainly make good use of this and not waste the chance to do what I like.. MA - GIC.

My personal life, nothing change much. I been busy, so it keeps me off from thinking of getting a gf at times, but still, if i like a gal now, it will be hard for me also, since i dun have much time to go out, or chit chat, or sms. Whatever.. So i guess, We keep it as now for now. Like what all of the rest will say, she will come.. Which I really hope so. :)

Tuesday... BORED

2008-01-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

Okie, 1 week has past and its tuesday again..

The thing is, still dun have the mood to study, even though its last sem and this few days, have been practising dance for a upcoming performance. Then Tomolo is the NAF opening, so anyone that is free, please go down to Can A in NTU to take a look at the things that are happening around there.

Then, oh ya, recently recieved a email from the school for!!!!! FEE PAYMENT.. I tell you, the school is not good in anything except asking people to pay up for the school free. WTF.. Its only 2nd week of school and they already started to push people to pay up. Damn idiot right! Ask for fund or support, or even if you sign up for bursery, I tell you, it will take ages to arrive. Remember my money for the camp took half a year to settle? Stupid school..

Hai, anyway I hope I got the drive to do things soon, ya.. Some one please love me.. LOL!!!

Days go by

2008-01-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

Anyway, after the trashing by my prof on Tues, basically, I lost the mood to do anything le. Somemore school just started le. Last Sem Last SEM!!! I must finish it.

Basically, my prof gave me the "final" task and he somehow said, you wasted ur opp to get a distint for FYP. Screw him, though he did offered to help me to pull up my grades, but hmm, well, I kinda of don't like his attitude, or i baised to AT?

Nvm, the next 2 days, until now i guess, i haven been going down to the lab (Basically, my lessons doesnt allow also, but I din go for lessons as usual) But I made a stand to go tomolo, I want to settle the code by Friday and email him for the further progress. Next, this 2 days, the rain always come at the wrong time, well, maybe not wed, cause got EXCO meeting ma. But the CAC room is in a bad SHAPE!!! FLIES EVERYWHERE!! Irriated me like hell..

So, the exciting part is Thurs, because I went down to the magic studio for a talk. So before that, I checked the weather forecast and it seems fine, no rain symbol, maybe some small areas, but well, the bad thing is, I kena 3 times into the small areas and it means wet for 3 times, Zzz..

But basically, the talk is great, and I can see my future path drawing out, I wanted to do something I liked and I guess i have to start somewhere, so I should do anything i could to be successful. :) Good luck to me, when I ready to go, I let you guys know. :)

Bad start

2008-01-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

Ok, Technically this event happened on 2007, but it seems that it affects the first day of the school term. (Today is my first day coming back to school offically)

So this goes like this, I doing my FYP, and of course I finished it (The part i suppose to do) And so, I waiting for the Prof to drop by and see how we going. Technically,I din go up to find him, in short. Then last friday, where he came down, but I not around, so he din know what happened, and nothing was going on (Actually alot of things was done la, like control of the robot, my part) So monday, yesterday, he came down like quite disappointed, whatever, today I went to see him, knowing that sure kena from him.

So in short, really got from him, cause I din find him after i done the things, then we wasted quite a while doing things slowly. Then of course when he came down twice, he din see me, that is like double blow. And so today, he told me that he is disappointed. OH well, who to blame? No one does the approach and so I guess its should be me to blame.

Today it also started to rain and such, hopefully the weather will be good later on. Actually I just want this sem to pass peacefully, I dun care whether I get distinction also, Just want to finish this. Ya, cause I hate how things work here, very hard to explain, but its just not an environment to encourage learning and projection. Like siti said, HATE is a strong word, and I really mean it, I hate it.

In NP, ya, we also spend 1 year doing our project, yes, we also have to go to school everyday, even holiday, yes, we also got a lab, lecturer incharge and lab tech incharge. Its almost the same, exp for one thing, the environment.

In NP, we played while we had our work, here, everyone is to himself, no communication, chitchat, gaming, whatever. NP, we had lunch together, we called each other when the lecturer is looking for a particular person and he or she not around, we helped each other whenever another of us got problem, be it some unrelated stuff.

Here, no, if we cannot find someone, no one cares. I mean, how to work for a competition if all the team mates are not communcating together. I only talk to the post grad guy, joke with him, whatever. But not the rest. Believe it or not, its all PRC people, which they are all fighting for As and so, they care less about others around them.

I should go back to NP if I din get what i wish to do in my career, hmm, I believe of returning what i gained back to the place that taught me. And I believe NP deserve contribution far more than this sucking place. Here, Just hire all PRC prof, and then make it a PRC uni, not NTU.

01012008

2008-01-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, its 2008. Ya ya, its 3 hrs ago that I should say that, and when I tried to write something, the website like hang for a while.. LOL!! Dumb ass.

Well, I decided to write something, because its really the end of 2007 already, and I say, time really flies.. Really..

So lets round up what happened this 1 year, Reader's ALERT, heavy content coming up. (Well, my post is always long anyway)

Let see.. Hmm, I seems to forget what I had done.. Sweat..

Basically, for the first six month, it has been a up and down period, I busy preparing for my camp, and trying so hard to study, and at the end of the term, I struggled thru the papers but still I failed one module la.

Knew a few good frenz, stayed with them night long, day long, remember the days in Daisy's room, purely studying and funny encounters. I glad that I knew the best 2 frenz, Mag and Crystal. Not that the rest is not, but we 3, moved together for the camp, and I believe that we could be the best combo that the camp could have, and UOC 07 really rocks the core. Even when we got problems during and before the camp, nothing had stopped us and we made a different, the 2 gals also made a different in me. :)

Hmm, also, some personal things happened, and even if I tried to stay netural, stay out, but cant help it to get myself involved and in the end, i lost a good frenz also. Well, relationship can be problematic at times. After the camp, known Tiff, and I guess she caught me right there. Even though I tried to win her heart over, but I guess, fate is not with me, and nothing can change the fact that we can only be frenz. I hope she find someone she truly love and he truly love her also.

The next 6 month until now, I been busy with my FYP, half busy i will say, the next half is busy fighting for my project committee in CAC. Alot of changes, and I disappointed as how things turn out to be. I entered into EXCO level in CAC, but it doesnt change much in me la, basically because I also involved alot in SU previously, but this time round, I met my old frenz back in CAC loh. This 6 month, I been working quite hard for my studies, because i can't afford to waste my last year, and also, my FYP, then I don't have much time left for myself, and I have to ton down on my magic le. I feel sad, but also because there is no environment for me to build on.

Then almost near the end of nov, I joined a dance group called UPz, because Huizi asked me to help her in that group. Basically, I joined at a feeling of only helping in a dance performance. I think alot of changes happen, and I knew new frenz from there, then came the UPz christmas gathering, and it was really enjoying and fun. I glad to know you guys.

But during these last few months, I suddenly feel that I lost touch with someone, and at one moment, I cannot communicate with her anymore, and i dun know why, I feel sad, pissed abt it. But I guess, we just have to face the fact. Sometime i wonder, if i never joined UPz, will it happen? or will things take a change.. But since it happened, I wonder what i can do to bring back what i lost. Anyway, its over.

Now, the end of 2007, marks the coming of 2008. What will I wish for?

Actually i wish nothing much, I wish for only a happier me.. Someone that I can hold on, forever, and wont let go. I regret alot of things, of what i could have done, but i din, and I shouldnt regret anymore. If i can do it, i will do it. If i ever enter the world of magician, support my soul and i believe in myself in doing miracles to others and you. :)

Long return

2007-12-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

Its quite sometime since I blogged. Hmm, no special reasons, juz being busy with stuffs lately.

After my prof complained, he went oversea and during the first 2-3 days of the week, i was busy finding the code and making the code.. So finally on Friday, I manage to come out with the code to control the device and make it nice, thanks to my post grad buddy again. LOL.. Anyway, from Friday then, I was involved in a camp with my old sec sch, seeing those kids feel quite weird. Though I never feel that I that old, but well, there still a age gap and its nice to have fun in the camp, careless thinking..

During this camp, I mastered the art of Rubics Cube, Monday, which is the eve, I went to JP to get a Rubics Cube to play, now its with me also. Also, I finally got my magic stuff and should start practising le. :) Got lots of materials to read up, but all need to print out, and I wonder, if i print out, where can i put when I got no shelves liao.

Then on the eve, went to a U.Pz gathering and it was fun, lol, though I lost my way, because someone gave me wrong direction, but I manage to dig my way out, but the end story will be, it was a great event, a great gathering, with many games, chit chat and crazy acts. :) Simply love them. :)

Then come Sunday, sorry Juleen that I cannot make it for ur birthday, because I came home like 11 am and is almost dead. :) Hope you forgive me. Anyway, from then on, I sleep like 10 over hours to recover from the five days excitement.

Yesterday, meeting for my DrumZout committee 2008 and got a few bad news, I certianly hope that this committee can hold, I wanted to make a different in this committee, i hope the rest will also. Then gift exchange among the committee, several jokes occur, but It still fun, went out for dinner and we chatted until like 1030, which is quite late after we all went home.

Now, currently in my lab doing nothing, cause the device is done, hmm, I going to do something more of it, but today, I going to write my proposal. And also slack... Ya...

1 Week

2007-12-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

Yo yo yo..

Okie, basically, my week quite busy, so sorry for the late updates. Anyway, I came back from a chalet, on Friday, and suppose to go for a talk, ended up, we kena chased out by them.. LOL!! Cause its full house, so they dun need us to fill up the space. :P

Next time that happened is the empty tank of my bike, actually I don't know is it theft or leak, but the end thing is, I left with a empty tank and I super pissed, cause I wanted to go to school de, oh well. Lazy to do anything to it, I went back home and prepared to go and meet Jie wei and rest for the BBQ.

Well, the weather is bad, so the BBQ is screwed up also, lol, its weird to start fire then, using a small pit but well, we had fun, talking, playing stupid game, and the evil king game. Which is WOO.. LOL Deadly. Everything ends like 11, then we all left, I suggested mahjong, but then, not all can play, so too bad loh.

Sunday!! Hmm rot at home, and finally fixed my bike, so it doesnt leak now. Then went out to meet up with family for a great dinner. Imagine having to eat 2 person's share and the share is big!! LOL!!

Ended up we give up some of the dishes, hehe, but it was a good time, talking to my aunts and uncles and joking with my cousins..

Then today, went to school, and do my work loh.. Wat else..

Hmm some personal things then:

Life is backed as normal, nothing up, nothing down. Seems like I used to stay low that I not excited by things easily now. Maybe I expected too much, that I can no longer keep in pace. I hope for a better life and to share with someone, my success and my failure. And I hope she will come by. Really hope to see her.

:)

First Audition

2007-12-10T18:35:00.001+08:00

I just came back not long ago from my Magic Audition. Basically, this is what happen for the day.

Prepared myself and then went out, and it was freaking raining damn big that when i reach, I have to be in the rain to get to the building. And when it ends, I have to walk out in the rain to get a damn cab back home. (Hopefully I don't fall sick)

Okie, REVIEW:

The comments I had was: I should have brought the table forward and present my show to everyone then targeting on the audience that I pick for my effects.

My comment: This is one point that I din notice, mainly because I used to doing my blindfold act and always have a distance from the crowd that I forget that my close up magic have to be close up audience. Also, as I not used to doing cards magic, (Because all this while, I doing my blindfold) so I do have my phobia and auto system to keep a distance from the audiences.

But! I will say I did okie for the effects, nothing went wrong, except the handling, because of the angle, the most senstive part of the effects are exposed, which is the reason why I should have moved forward to do my magic.

2nd Comments: I should have do a proper clean up for the screw up i made.

My comment: Correct, this is the most important part in magic when something went wrong. I believe its also the hardest, because its hard to practise and hard to come by. And basically, I din end the screw up well, and I should have jokingly pass it on. Very important thing to take note.

3rd Comments: The linking part of mentalism and mentalist effect does not go well with me doing card magic in the beginning.

My comment: Basically, my expectation was like a cascual magic for fellow magicians, but I was told on the spot that I suppose to perform for "laymen" and do a 6-8 min act. Which i never prepared myself to do so for that. Normally, if you guys know, If I do my blindfold act, I never introduce myself that I know card magic and then do a mental act, but, I talk about blind reading, mind over body stuffs, then do my magic.

While in this sense, I thought of introducing myself to a group of friends than laymen. A mistake that I made after realising it. So the actual presentation will be, "My name is Larry, and I being in the field of magic for 4 years, and later on, I will do some basic card magic for all of you, also not forgetting the mind, I will do more magic abt the mind that will blow all of you away."

So ya, i guess its because its hard to visualise magicians friend to become laymen that I keep doing mistakes, like calling Iron Will his name cascually but he should be someone that I don't know.

4th Comments: the 3 symbols routine, I should just go ahead and do the magic and provide a mystic feeling that "What is inside the card" then opening the card to show each of the card and closing it again.

My comment: I agree with this part, and I never thought of that. Should implement it.

I guess these are the important comments and serious one. I have to admit, I not that good in close up magic but I will strive to improve myself. Also, Its so damn hard and different to do for fellow magicians, where your mind is flooded with, they know it, and very hard to switch it to, I totally dun know them concept. Have to learn from that.

All in all, i love this presentation and know where I really stands. :)

Inspiration

2007-12-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm, everytime I see David Lai's Blog, I always inspired to do more magic and upgrade myself. Oh by the way, David Lai is a magician that I knew in KL, a very good mentalist Magician that taught me many things, and gave me the first gear to start off for my blindfold acts. From there, I start my mentalist path and seek to amaze people with mind magic.

Tomolo I going for a Magic Audition, its for being in a team audition and I will do my best of course, The last week, I been doing to different people to try out the magic that i have. So results I had is not good, not because of the response, but the set of props that I used.

The first set of magic i did, the props nearly came out, that sets a remindar to me that I have to repair it before the show. Well, Technically, I was average on that magic, because everytime I do card magic, my hand will tremble alot, mainly because card magic requires alot of sleights and even though I already season until rot for those sleights liao, but Still it comes back. Don't know why. Excitment I guess.

The second set of magic I did, to my fellow Excos of course, was to test using a unique deck and how the second set of props will work. The result is, the unique deck doesn't work, so using the old version deck is better. And the second set only reasonable up to the 2nd effect, the 3rd effect cannot link up.

Oh well, All in all, I manage to find the mistakes I have, and changed them. Now is left with monday, and see what I can do to impress.. :)

Other than those, Thurs and Sat I had dance performance, It was nice meeting up with the UPz and had fun with them. LOL!!

Some side thoughts:
Sometime I confused, what is happening that I don't really understand. But I guess, I too tired to do the guessing game. If you are trying to tell me that "hey, we can just be friends." You can just say so, and stop saying me with another gal. It kinda of irritating when it happens, ya, you can have your bad mood. So do I. If its troublesome to choose, and I said go ahead, then don't sound gulity and in the end have everyone waitiing for me. Very subjective, but I guess thats me, I don't like people to ask other people that is not involved to wait for me. Or even so, if it happens, don't let me know, I feel bad, and annoyed. Its my fault, bad mood.

Another issue, hope you can have dinner with me if you read this. Its just a simple dinner, I hope to do what i can do, for you.

Regrets

2007-12-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

Everyone have regrets in their life. I think the biggest regret i had, is not being honest with you, and causing so much harm to you. If we had started differently, if we had communicated properly. If, it really happens.

I still remember what i did 2 years ago, and i ashamed of myself, not believing i will do that, but yes, i did it. I broke up with a gal that loves me deeply, and trusted me so much. And I left her without any good reason.

I regret it when i knew the great mistake I made, and a person that I have been. Nothing will change the fact, but i wish the bitterness will slowly remove from you. My change in my personality wont affect you anymore but your appearance let me realise how important it is, to love someone and being love. Its not a game anymore, its about 2 person being together.

I guess, if we have came together later, things will be different, you be a happy gal, while i am a happy guy. But its just if, this if, happened in a wrong way, and nothing can redeem it anymore. I wish for less pain in ur heart, but i guess, its pretty hard. I wish someone can "treat" your heart, but I guess you don't trust anyone anymore. I wish to bring myself forward and talk to you again, but I too ashamed to face you. I wish to bring happiness to you, but i guess you won't accept anything from me.

I still remember you, and i always will, may we meet again in our next life, differently, and we wont regret knowing each other, and loving each other. Next life will be better.. Way better.. Hope you be happy, with or without me. :)

Shattered

2007-12-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

Today, I think i got the biggest blow of all.

I Shattered.. Totally..

Its painful.. But I have to accept it..

And I got a git that cannot be given, I have no face to face *** anymore.

When can I get back.. When..

Tiring Friday

2007-12-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Friday, might be the most tiring day of my week, but is the most memorable, enjoying day also. First of all, I finally got to go out with Xiao Zhu.. Heehee.. Aka Tiff. Recall: I din manage to go out with her most of the time. But Friday we went down to her Sis's shop to eat. And so I met her sis and brother-in-law and some of her relatives. It was fun talking to them, esp when they are so friendly, and funny of course.

Not forgetting, Tiff and her Sis, is like total clone, or twin. The different might be the way they dress up and also, her sis got dipples. Anyway, I got to eat VERY GOOD and LOTS of food, but Tiff say i eat very little. Zzz.. Lol!! I should have went with super empty stomach and maybe i can eat a cow then. LOL!! Anyway, the recent food show in Channel U is featuring the shop, calling Full House, so I might show up in TV.. Who knows?? LOL!! Anyway,anyone that are interested to have a feast over their shops, there is one in far east, one in Central. So go and enjoy the food there.

Out of so many things i know, I really glad that I am there, the reason not because of the food, but because i know something valuable that I realise I dun have. Perseverence.. Ya, while listening to her brother-in-law talk about his relationship, I realise how strong he keep his focus on a gal, and I am very impressed, and of course, I should have go on, YA! Who knows what will happen. Lets do it over again!!!

Second event of the day, UP gathering at a sembawang condo. Its a very nice place, and of course, with all the nice people there. I enjoyed myself alot. I glad to have known them, because they are all a bunch of funny and crazy boys and gals. Ya!!! If I have funky sisters like them, I think I be so so so happy. LOL!! Anyway, I din eat much there because of the food in the afternoon, but we had KTV, sing, contest, some games, then video screening and some information abt the upcoming performances we having, So going to see them again!! Though I not from SAKO, but we can still hang out one right!!! Hehee..

Reach home near 12 and realise that GreenRidge has a new section revamp. Not bad, but the food selling is expensive, I not going to eat there much, little little. :) Hehe.. Okie.. Update u guys more!!

Its OVER...

2007-11-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

Exams Over.. Finally its "Holiday".. Ya, apparently, its not really holiday, I will be going back to school for my FYP soon, taking this week as a off week, but still, I din go out alot, mainly because slacking at home is way better. I lied, LOL!! I have to save money for an effect that I waiting for. It will be good.

As I said, my holiday is packed with stuffs, from Meetings, to Auditions, to Performances, to Gatherings. Let see.. Hmm Not forgetting Christmas which is coming real soon.

So what happened to me? Technically nothing, Life have been in the down tone. I guess, I just wait ba. Sometime it can be tiring to be constantly in the front line and no achievement, maybe i should do something and hopefully there's a change in life.

So, Any performances recently?? I need MONEY!!! :P

Exam!!!!

2007-11-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

One more paper and I done!! This Sem is still Chui.. Since when I will be good in my EEE? Lol!! But this Sem, I was happy that its easy papers, but i was angry that I could have got A if I din miss out some parts.

Example, I got a paper that I missed out a section in the lecture and there is a full question on it. I was in total shock man, but I can answer the rest of the 90% of the questions. So it seems not bad. Another paper, the HTML one, Siti you will love this, but not me, Its a long time since I wrote coding for HTML, and somemore, Dreamweaver can help you code them easily, So it means, I cannot write the codes for the Paper, Not that bad, because its open book, but it wont help because without the experience on writing codes, you wont have the hunch to know what codes you should use. True? This kind of paper is more based on experience, not on the text.

Another paper, Forsenic Science, Evil Prof.. LOL The paper has question that the answers are only mentioned during the lectures, and I missed out quite a few ma. EVIL!!

Thats why i feel so bad and angry over them. ROAR!! 1 more to go, this paper is my repeat paper, better make sure i got it thru.. SIAN!!!

Sat and Sunday packed with acitivites to see my OOOOLLLLLDDDD Frenz.. :)

Wrong?Right?

2007-11-18T03:30:00.000+08:00

Sometime I wonder, What wrong did i made?

Or is it really me?

Like I said, it takes 2 hands to clap. And I believe all this while, other than the conversation we had, I never pressurised you anymore.

Before the event, we been well, nothing happened, and you been open to me. I glad it happened.

After it, you freak out, think of me differently, that i am irritating.

Pretty sure, i can be irritating at times, but think abt it again. And I the cause of it?

Am I different from the past?

I ask for no more than to help you. Anything that i can do, i try my best. If you hate me, I got nothing to say. If i am persistant, i will say, I din do anything wrong that piss you off. So what pissed you off then? Think abt it yourself.

Bishan UP Performance

2007-11-17T17:43:00.001+08:00

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Fair or no Fair

2007-11-16T11:19:00.000+08:00

Recently, alot of people tell me this. "Larry, your msn pic is always with pretty gals" Then my response is, ya, but she is not my gf.

I mean, taking picture with a pretty gal is not wrong right? And putting them online doesnt mean anything also wah? Doesnt mean that they have to be my gf then i put them up in display, if you want, you can take picture with me and i put up urs. Of course, you must be pretty enough. *Joking*

Okie la, I know it does affect abit, to a normal gal, seeing a guy having so much photo with different gals, it seems that either the guy is popular, or unstable with relationship. It does have negative impact ba. But what i can say, if they want to think that way, nothing i can do also. But if you curious, you can always ask me, and i will glad to tell you who are they..

So am I interested in them, or else I wont take photo with them right.. Actually, no, because most of the picture you see me with a gal, its during a performance, and i think its normal, and hmm I never thought that far also, it takes more to be interested, not just the face. But who knows in the future, time will tell..

So I declare again, I am still single and available,(Gals , take note) LOL!! Joking.. So when i attached, I declare it openly in my msn. Ya! But when that happen, That will be the last time i become single liao, its time to settle down man. (Not marriage by the way)

Exams Exams and More Exams

2007-11-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

Right after the dance performance, is my exams. Damn Wo liao.. LOL!!! Just study for the sake of studying. Boring le..

Anyway, my papers will end on 23rd, but going to be busy for the next few days, like birthday la, hmm outing la.. And not to forget, meetings and meetings. "-.-.

3rd Dec is the Campus concert, so anyone that is interested, please come around 3 pm for the show. :)

then 22nd Dec is another Dance Performance, dun know whether i be in anot. But it means also seeing the UP agains. LOL!!

Alright as for now, Time to mug, even though how much i hate it, i still have to complete my studies ma. :(

Bishan Performance

2007-11-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

Here goes: The dance Performance in Bishan. I doubt you guys can spot me. :)

Enjoy the dance.. I update more details later.

End of dance, Start of friendship

2007-11-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

Finally, the dance performance on Saturday in Bishan Stadium is over. I shall say, it quite tough for me, considering I haven been doing intensive dancing for quite some time. Ya. But it all ended well. And I glad that i joined this dance performance. We spent like 1-2 months doing all the practise, learning all the moves, forming the formantions for 40 ppl in the dance, its hard to coordinate so many people but we still made it for the thousand people in the stadium.

And I was titled Formation King in the dance team. LOL!!

To all U.Pz: Even though I not from SOKA group, but i really glad that i am involved in this dance performance, the journey is not easy for me, considering I only know Huizi during the early stage, but I happy that all of you don't find me a stranger in the group and interact with me neverthless. :)
Though the dance performance has ended yesterday, I hope it doesnt end for all of you, because it marks a starting journey for you all to come together, have another dance performance, be it the same performance or different performance. I think Dance is a very good sport as it is not just about energy, stamina, but also alot of teamwork, alot of friendships are set during the period and in the dance. A dance can make new friends easily, I think its very true.
The end is not the important part, its the progress that is important, the journey makes a starting point for alot of us, to believe that dancing can make a whole lots difference in ones life. Thats what i believe in my magic also. :) And i also know that dancing can change a person's day.
Anyway, Thank you everyone for this wonderful event, and i glad that i had known new friends, both pretty and handsome dudes, of course, all the youngs and olds. "-.-
Really hope to see you all soon, and we can dance again soon. :)

P.S Those U.Pz that saw this, you can add me in the msn at larrylum81@hotmail.com

NEW NEW BLOG!!!

2007-10-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

Ya right, I got a new blog LAYOUT!!! All credits to SITI!!! Ya, she is the best, she rocks, she kicks, she jumps, she is.. Ah... Mean!!! Haha!! Hold it hold it, I dun mean the evil mean!!(Though she is still evil) But the "evil" mean.. Make sense? No? Okie, in short, when she is evil mean, you will laugh your jaws off on what she did to the particular person. HAHA!! So its not bad right??

Okie, back to reporting my status, still alive, 3 more weeks before exam, and hmm, ya!! My FYP prof is happy with my work, thanks god, he assisting me alot, so i glad that i can finally do my part. Also, of course must thanks the post grad, that taught me alot, and being patience with me. YA, he ROCKS!!

Second, Hmm, Nothing much else is going on, LOL!! But i still living, so YA!!

Chatter Chatter

2007-10-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

Okie, first of all, my chatterbox is dead. And I tried a few times registering it again, but the damn website cannot access. So too bad loh. :(

Anyway, recently I been learning a new dance, Ah.. Ya, don't be surprised that Larry is dancing.. Zzz.. I know I know.. LOL!! Also, been working with my FYP liao, so its a good sign also.

The sad thing is, I have to go for a damn lesson today because the lecturer emailed those that missed his lesson that they will be deny from exam if they din go. "-.- sweat.

Then then then, the greatest news of the day will be that, NTU CAC cheerobics did not get the proposal from CAS. Dun ask me why, because I guess its not up to me to tell it in the public like this. But the project will be once again handled by CAS. Pray.. I told my committee that we should go down and see how Cheerobics will do next year. Then we are coming up with another project to do. Ya.. Life is filled with surprises.

So, I guess i got nothin much to update liao. Anything interesting, please tell me !!!! :)

what should I say?

2007-10-15T12:03:00.000+08:00

This few days.. Hmm.. Nothing much, my most headache thing HRM is finally over, but I have to meet my mates up today to settle the leftover strings.

Secondly, my prof talked to me. Ya.. He wanted to help me in my grade, but the thing is, I dun have the time during the last month to do and learn it. Its like, even though you see me having time to play game and such, but those kind of things, combining with other stuffs, really is a turn off.. Zzzz..

Okie, but i told myself that I will do it from today onwards, so will start to learn how to program liao. :)

Third item, a visit to Siti's home on Sat.. Saw a few frenz there and ya, its nice to see them again. But I should have went in the nite again, because some others are there also. Ya, because I reach home quite late, so i guess most prob they left, but no, they stayed until 2 AM!! Lol.. Okie fine.. Then Sunday, went for dance training, ya, i be involved in a event, helping her la.. So guess what, its killing me.. LOL!!!

Okie.. Today going to work hard work hard.!!! YA!

Long due Update

2007-10-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

Hey all, I guess I pretty Damn Long never update le.

Ya.. Too busy or too slack to do any update. Somemore, My blog is old!! Anyone wish to renovate for me???

Other than that, general idea is, I am the Chairperson for Cheerobics 2008 for CAC, but still havent approve by CAS, and they are freaking slowwwww... Hai, we have to push it because there isnt alot of time left and I wanted to make this good. Ya!!!

Other than that, Nothing much le, Singlehood still, LOL.. So don't ask me anything that you wish to gossip about because there is nothing going on liao.

Lastly, I NEED MAHJONG!!! Anyone! ANYONE!! Mahjong ROCKS!!

Blogging in school

2007-09-19T08:56:00.000+08:00

Currently Blogging in school, because I came early just to print something for my lecture later. Have to hand in.. Sian. Cause Yesterday forget to bring thumb drive ma.. Hai Hai..

Anyway, this week i think is more of a low key period, cause next week is TERM BREAK!!! Ya, thats not the point, i think i still need to go back to school every now and then to do my fyp loh. Sad.. :( Also no forgetting I have to settle my cheerobics issue to CAS as soon as possible. My team is working hard on them and i proud being part of this team.

Side Story, today I going to do a major effect for CAC. Magic effect i meant, So thats why I have to dress nicely and bring my case out today. Alot of work but i think its worth it. Later have to do a trial also. Long time din do the routine le. Dun know I still remember anot.

Okie la. Take CARE PEEEPSS!!

Monday Bluesss

2007-09-10T11:36:00.000+08:00

Today i got a test, studied a bit le, later going to study again. Ya.. Larry is studying, wow, better buy ur 4D soon!!

Jokes aside, so recently wat happened? Yesterday went for a party, then Friday had my HRM presentation.

Ya, Basically, the HRM presentation went very well, the best part is, I din get to present and the Prof goes, "Very good, well done, lets give this group a round of applauses" Then I was like, Hey hey, Don't need me!!! Lol.. But ya, all the 4 groups are good, mainly because we got information from the other groups before us.. But i thought we will be so death, somemore Thurs we did until 10. :(

Ya, So i din go out with Xiao Zhu on thurs, but i walked her back to hall, and she is wearing the necklace i gave her. :) Its a cute heart pendant with a small ribbon on it.. Hehe, she got an same heart pendant also, but well, it sure look nice on her though.

Then yesterday is a party by my frenz, Ya, went in quite early ended up having to do things, her birthday is not a total alot of people, but well, not her fault la.. I did enjoyed the company, bullying a gal that i don't know the name, lol, but she is the one that started it first..

Did 2 effects for Mich as her birthday gift,(I did buy alos for her) So i came up with a refined routine and it works well.. Will try it again.. :)

Stress.. Very Stress

2007-09-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

I not feeling good, mentally.. mainly because the stupid HRM is causing some nerves issues to everyone. Whats the point of going down, do the surveys, analyse, and in the end, the lecturers are all out to bring you down. Not even a sense of mercy from them, they are making me wanting to hynotsis them and kill them.

Just because of this, my FYP prof is pushing me to get my things done. Like hey, the codes are totally different, and understand how the codes will work is the key thing than just anyhow do it. The intial program done by his DIP students are so simple! The one he wanted from me, is so much complex, and From that DAMN simple program, its like changing the whole core of the program. The worse thing is that, he refer us a website about a mobile robot that is using the same camera as us and using the same code analyse as what he wanted. But guess what, the codes are written by a bloody PROF! So you expecting to come out with the similar program in just 1 week? He is damn dumb loh, a good program need a few months to a year. Its not just so simpe to come out with the codes. F him!

And he just keep pressuring me.. I dun think i can take it actually, if he going to butter me later, I going to tell him that I got alot of subjects on my hand and i trying to catch up with my modules also. Not just the FYP. This is going to be problematic man, EEE is not my core good course and the Final year is burning me down. I cannot even have a day to relax, F them..

Falling Sick

2007-09-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

I think i falling sick.. Been feeling tired and restless, and with the rains and the shines.. Its costing me some problems in my head.

Anyway, for some rough update, the highlights will be thursday and Saturaday.. Thursday suppose to meet up with Xiao Zhu so that i can bring her to a place, but it was cancelled because of her event, but i still went down and find her after her rehearsal, to pass her a small gift and a card. Ya, haha, it took me a while to get the necklace up on her neck, because my hands are cold and stiff, due to the riding down, and gave her the card that i prepared. So she knew how i feel for her le, but she haven give me any concrete answers, as she got something to tell me also. Well, bad or good, I still be by her side. Hehe..

As for saturday, the sudden arrangement of the interviews make me have to climb up early and to wear formal, which is the biggest problem, because i wanted to get Xiao Zhu flower and also a cheese cake which can be ma fan in terms of timing and getting the things in place. But good thing, Heartland mall got florist, and I got them ready, after the interviews, I saw the bouquet and it was beautiful but i cannot carry it with me on the bike, so i requested a delivery to the hotel that she will be in. While i travel down to find cheese cake, and i got one from starbucks, then went down to the hotel, but lost my way, and finally got there. I quite early because the delivery guy is there early, so waited for Xiao Zhu to arrive loh, then gave her the flower and the cake, she like them alot. :) I glad.

Well, its hectic to do so many things for a gal, but i guess if its for someone that you like, its worth the effort. For something i like to do, I also will put alot of time into it. I have to settle down more things to have more time to read up on magic again. I think next week is a good start. Have to start practising also.. Also, have to meet up with siti, long time din talk to her le. :)

I seriously hope things will go well. But i also hope she be happy, but i pretty sure if she is with me, she be happy, i be also. :) Bye bye.,.

Long WEEEKSSSS

2007-08-28T15:43:00.000+08:00

This few weeks have been long and tough.. Alot of things to do and handle.. The worse part will be not having time for my FYP.. And also.. lack of communication with xiao zhu.. LOL!! Anyway, I meeting her on Thursday, having dinner outside with her. Doing a small surprise for her.. hopefully she like it.

Saturaday is her pageant day, but i not going.. ya.. Got CAC concert to attend to.. Zzzz.. Stress.. have to wear smart somemore, so most prob wont be riding loh. LOLzz..

Tagged by SITI

2007-08-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

Okie, this is going to be tough.. Here goes

1. (The person who tag you is ...)Siti
2. (Your relationship with him/her is ...)A good friend that can listen to me, but dangerous too.
3. (Your 5 impressions of him/her ..)-Funny, Mean, Gentle(at times), Wild, Tough.
4. (The most memorable thing he/she had done for you)Hmm, its quite hard, because dun have
5. (The most memorable words he/she had said to you)"Larry, I going to block you for 6 months"
6. (If he/she becomes your lover, you will..)Ah, Well, I most prob be in trouble, because i cannot handle her
7. (If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...)Stop being so mean.
8. (If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)Oh you wont want that, she is very deadly
9. (If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)This is easy, just slap her and she is ur enemy le.
10. (The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)Bring her to MOS and dance it out man!!
11. (Your overall impression of him/her is ...)Will stand out for friends and defend for them if they are right.
12. (How you think people around you will feel about you?)I dun know le, One nice guy? LOL
13. (The character you love of yourself are ...)Being fair to everyone that deserve it, and nasty to ppl that deserve them also
14. (On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)Being dumb at times, and too quick with words.
15. (The most ideal person you want to be is ...)Myself now, I like what i am now, with a little bit of wealth is always better
16. (For people that care and like you, say something to them ..)Thanks for everything that you guys did, be it just listen to me, or chat with me, it meant alot
17. (Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. Magdalene UOC
2. Crystal UOC
3. Jie Wei
4. Stella
5. Audrey
6. Jing Ying
7. Zi Wei
8. Li Ping
9. David Lai
10. Wendy

(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)I dun know le, but seems to be a nice guy.

(Is no.9 a male or female?)Male

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)No. Zi Wei is too good for Wendy..
(How about no.8 and 5?)Ah, thats quite hard, because both of them are gals ba, and one is attached
(What is no.2 studying about?)NBS, Business School
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)around 2 weeks ago
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)Music that can express her feelings
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)Nope
(Will you woo no.3?)Never, being she is my sweet mei that is attached to the my best guy frenz.
(How about no.7?)if i am a gal, i wont miss him man.
(Is no.4 single?)Never ask her le.. I ask her soon
(What's the surname of no.5?)Oh Gosh, I forget!!
(What's the name of no.10?)Wendy something hui shan
(What's the hobby of no.4?)Dun know, I just know her le
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)They dun know each other.
(Where is no.2 studying at?)NTU
(Talk something casually about no.1)Ultimate blurness but cute.
(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)Yes, she is happily with her bf now
(Where does no.9 live at?)Malaysia, KL
(What color does no.4 like?)Dun know la, I not god.
(Are no.5 and 4 best friend?)Nope, they dun know each other
(Does no.7 likes no.2?)can't be, they don't know each other =\
(How do you get to know no.2?)Same Committee for 2 year
(Does no.1 have any pets?)Nope, but she likes hello kitty
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)To a certain extent, he can be hot man.

Okie guys, time for u guys to do it..

Bad weekends..

2007-08-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

Actually, Not really a bad weekends, it was bad because of what happened on sunday. Which i will explain later ba.

As for saturaday, the UOC pageant 2007 is held at ACM, and I am pretty impressed of that place.. Wow.. Anyway, the sad thing is that, if i am not the judge for the pageant, I will be meeting Xiao Zhu and going down together to the Dnd, but sad to say, Ya i am the judge, and I went to the place earlier than the rest. Next is that I dun get to send her back, well thats not really a bad thing because in the end, the seniors sent her back and I am glad that she back home safe and sound. LOL!! Caught rush hour 3 with the E grp ppl and its a good show. I will say its a funny movie than a Action movie. The Chinese and Black combo is really very good. :)

So came Sunday, Suppose to go down to Sentosa to celebrate Zi wei's birthday, everyone was late.. ZZZzzzz.. Kaos.. Lol.. But we did manage to go in the end, but the weather is not good, windy and cloudy, the place we went to.. Cafe De lo, is not entertaining us at all, and we just walked away without even bothering. Ya.. Who cares.. So we ended up eating Pizza, Chit chat until lke 6 plus.. The weather is not very good, but well, the company rocks loh.

Okie when i went back to my bike, My bike's poncho is missing, Ya, someone stole it.. Hai.. This ppl really nothing to say, anyway, i dun need that poncho for now also, nevermind, the rain is still on but it was very small, so i went home safety i will say. At night, went out to eat supper with JM, Mich, and JQ, first time giving a ride to mich and i can tell you, I more worried than her.. Zzzz.. LOL!! But the second sad thing happened, I parked my bike and this car that was in front of me, I thought know my bike's existence and from that angle, it is big for a car to do reverse. Well, there still some idiot, reverse until knocked my bike and continue going on, cause my bike to fall on 1 side into the grass patch. Very obvious she reverse all the way because the side stand of my bike is bent so much that its like the bike is lying on the floor. Petrol leak from the tank(side ma) and the fairings are badly damaged. Salute this kind of ppl, and they dare to run away, without a note or wat. Or even lift my bike up, causing me to lose so much petrol. F them.

Anyway, Mich was pretty worried and called JM backed, so with JM's help. Manage to get the bike back, Petrol smell very strong, the whole floor is filled with petrol, and we push it to lie on a wall. Got JQ to get a hammer for me and start to do the knocking. Then wash up the bike, have a serious hard time starting the bike, ya, carb flooded and have to kick very long to eject the extra petrol. LOL!!! Anyway, the bike is still on, but the brake system feels weird, need to send to servicing one of this day, and for the time being, i ride slower loh.

Thanks for you guys for the help, and its a good show huh, its hard to come by. But really, bad attitude from drivers, to believe all of us is road users. I feel shame of them.. Zzzz..

Bash Night

2007-08-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

Time for update. So for this week, the most happening day will be yesterday, Thursday night. Been waiting for it.

Okie, I din go for my tutorials, because i wont make it in time if I went down, so i stayed at home, and slacked until the time is around there, changed and went out. Okie, in short, it is Xiao Zhu's Hall Bash, I went down to show my support la. So went down to Central, slack awhile, eat at BK and waited for her frenz, which is also from her group. Anyway, that, in BK, everyone saw a rat that was standing outside of BK, ya, staying there for quite some time, running back and fro, its a funny scene and its rare to see rat out in the open loh.

Anyway, I made my way to Butter Factory, but i din get anything for her, because I think its weird for her to carry a flower along thru the night. Anyway, Met up the rest and went in and to believe we are still early. Then something came up, her OG called me and asked me whether I prepared anything for her, which i say no, then they also din.. "-.- So, my first reaction is to find her something, okie its 10 pm in the night, at clarke Quay, not easy, I run out around the place, looking for a place that sells flower, but invain. Saw a shop, closed but lighted, called but the owner is not around.. Zzz Sad, So i arranged a time with the owner because he is coming back. Then I ran back to the club and they started. Oh, she is beautiful, ya, ouch.. Haha!! In white is definately suits her, I think the key thing she dun have, is height, or else I guess she is perfect liao, but she is perfect to me liao la. LOL!! Okie, So the interview and walk ends, and we finally met her.

Well, the sad thing i will say is that, a guy came up to give her flower, in front of me, ya, I felt quite bad, because i cannot get the thing intime, but also glad that someone gave her something, orginally, should be from her OG de, dun know what they doing la. Anyway, that guy is also her angel that so called highjacked her. Anyway, the party started and haha, you be surprised that no one is dancing, ya!! Usual.. Then i have to went out to get the gift for her, I got her a bear.. Everyone was surprised that I got a bear back, at like 1130pm, lol, you never find a bear at that time and in Clarke Quay, unless you larry. LOL!!

So I gave her the bear, and I hope she really like it la.. Haha!! And thanks the shop owner for preparing for me so late. He is great man.. :) Had a bit of drink, quite a bit because the rest of the ppl left and i joined her group, and we playing some finger game. I not in bad shape as him because he has to drink her share and I always got him when its my turn. (Ya i know i should be the one that drink, but being a weak drinker, I dun want to act hero when i know i cannot tahan) Act smart is better than act hero. Anyway, Dance for quite a while, and just seeing her having fun is good enough, I happy.

Okie la!! The alcohol made me unable to sleep in the night and so, I missed my class in the morning. LOL!!!

Back from Heaven

2007-08-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

Hey People, First of all, Happy Birthday to Singapore, and of course, Happy birthday to Kolay and whoever's birthday falls on the day singapore becomes independent. Anyway, Today was so slacked man, Because of no tutorial, I only have 2 lesson for today, hmm, but in the end, I din go.. LOL!! But I still went down to school, why? To pass a herbal tea to my 小猪, she was down with sore throat and abit of cold, so I got one for her and have to pass to her ma. Because I suppose to go to school de, but okie, I din go.

Anyway, she told me about a banner that was hanged outside of 2 blks, but she haven saw it, so when i arrived, I was shocked and laughing away, shocked because someone really did it, laughing because someone used this method. Okie, I will say, well done to him, but thats too aggressive, lol.. And when 小猪 saw it, she was shocked also, on top written, "U R Mine 4ever". I din see the forever part until we got close, ho ho ho, that was shocking.

Anyway, I dun care about this guy, because if i not wrong, being too aggressive or direct is not 小猪's type, why? I fall upon her blog, (But she closed down long ago) And she get annoyed by people that does that, and freak out also. Okie, It not that this guy wont stand a chance, but okie, I also wish him good luck then. LOL!!

A Happy Happy day!!

2007-08-09T15:35:00.000+08:00

Okie, Yesterday was a great day to me.. Ya..

First of all, I din go for any lessons, LOL, because I going for a date, and so i guess i too lazy to go to school and then go out with a bag. Hehee.. Off I went to meet her, oh, I tell u all, Suntec changed quite abit, Its like so long ago that I went to Suntec again, but oh well, I was abit late to meet her, sad, because I thought I will be early, but I never realised that the walking distance is so much, I guess too much biking le. LOL.. Met her, and she's gorgeous. Wowow.. Haha, so we made our way to the dinning resturant at Swissotel, called Prego. By the way, this is the first time I going out with her, so acutally i quite nervous and worried of saying the wrong thing. LOL.. But anyway, we reached there in time and going to make our orders.

The waiters keep coming back and fro, maybe because there is no crowd yet, and we haven make our choice, so they came back to us quite a few times. So we made our orders, and talked alot. Alot means really alot, its like, there is no break of slience, Haha!! From Union to our own stuffs, which is great you know. LOL, to believe we are having the same interests, also makes me happy.

We had calamari and 2 kinds of pasta, oh, basically, Prego is a italian resturant and the food is good. Ya, I like mine, mine is a bacon with something, and her's is the seafood one. The funny part will be the one where i asked for cheese, then the waiter came to me and started to grind some cheese onto my pasta. The thing now is, I thought he will stop somewhere, so i din stop him, until the point where he doesnt seem to be stopping, then i realise i need to stop him. LOL!! both of us was like so shocked, but being a cheese freak, its okie la. LOL!!

So basically, we spent like 3 hrs at the resturant, talking alot, but guess what, I din take photos!! LOL!! Oh mine, thats the most wanted thing that I din do for the night.. Zzzz, but nevermind, I see her more often soon. Hehee.. Then we made our way to esplan, to enjoy the breeze and it happens that the NDP is testing their lightings and we got to see some good lightings going on. Cool, after that I sent her home and took a cab back, because we chat until 11 plus then we realise we have to take the train home or else we dun have transport le. LOL!! Basically, I manage to salvage only 1 photo of her, the others cannot make it, in short, handphone cam still is not a good choice for phototaking. I keep that with me, and when the time comes, its memories you know. LOL.

Okie, some reviews, PREGO in Swissotel, Good food, and with good environment. The service is very good, and food potion is good enough. Price abit of high, but I guess the food and the service make it worth while. If you like italian food, I guess it will be a good place to try, price for each dish is around 20-40 dollars. :)

My first day

2007-08-07T14:51:00.000+08:00

Today is my so called official day to school. Why? It suppose to be yesterday. Some of you might know. So I just update the rest of you then.

Recently my grandfather passed away, ya, so last week, I went down to the wake for few days. Thats when you guys din see me online also, and today everything ended. Peace to him.

Today got a bit of screwed up also, I guess its because the temple people are busy that they mistaken some things, because we suppose to do our praying today morning, We did reach quite early, and everything was prepared, but another family came in. They are also having a praying on the same time slot, which makes everything a confusion. A big thing is, the items needed for the praying cannot be shared, so a little commotion did happen, but it was resolved easily because its partly our fault, we told the family that we come back in the afternoon. I guess its best for all of us, because we came in for the same purpose, no point fighting over the thing, not good for everyone, so my family going back later, while me, have to go to school for the lessons.

So we went for breakfast, then another commotion happened, not on us, but between 2 stalls over 1 customer. So one stall started to curse and scold the other, while the other tried to keep her cool. I will say, stall A is being too mean, because stall B already keep quiet le, she still go on and on and on, trying to provoke her. To me, its a joke, as if you fighting fame for yourself, but you just shamed yourself when you do that. Everyone was listening and its not good for customers. Joke man.

Okie, I backed to school to attend some lame lessons and talking to siti about it. LOL, she saying she learnt it in Poly. The rest, you still start thinking again if you going for NTU. :)

The End

2007-08-03T23:33:00.001+08:00

Everything came to an end.

I guess I have to go on and let it go also. I wish her happiness also. Like she wished me to. Maybe we just not meant. Maybe its just fate. Maybe its just because the time is not right. Even thought I tried to understand what is happening, but since she chose to close the chapter, I wont ask no more. Respect her, thats the least I can do now.

Anyway, I hope the rest of you or some of you, will stop going, Larry, What you did, she hate you so much that shut you off, or something that you commented, if you like a gal, treat her properly. Ya, like you know how i treated her. The story is very deep, if you dun know, dun comments too much, sorry for being so harsh, but its sad to hear that also, its harsh to me, so i will be harsh back to you also. For now. Sorry for the strong words.

I just hope she be fine, we can be frenz again, the time we spent together was great. Good luck to her. :)

Few hrs ago

2007-08-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

A few hrs ago, the gal msg me, said she read my blog, and she letting go everything, and wish me happiness with another gal.

My response: (And this is to you, if you seeing this)

My heart sink, totally, I dont know how to reply you or wat. I mean no hurt in that blog, its just a thinking from my side. Ya, its true of what I going to do. But before all that, I will do my part to talk to you and understand the situation, and decide the outcome with you. I dun want you to hide this kind of feeling alone, its painful to you, and to me also. I wanted that much to be with you, I know i can be a better him also. Just want you to give me a chance to show it to you, but I guess I spoilt everything I had. I made you dishearted, made you feel that I no longer supporting you because I wanted to move on with another gal.

Thats so not true, the first thing is just talking to you, I think that will solve most issues, even if the outcome is, Lets just be frenz, we did came to an understanding before that happens, not so sudden. Please, if you see this, please reply me, please see me, please talk to me. Please..

-The End-

I utmost stress now, I dun know what i did. I caused her so much pain. I hate myself.

School Start

2007-08-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

School term going to start soon. After around 9 months, I finally going back to school to attend lessons, but not to a company anymore. A few more days before the term starts, but I still got unsettled business.

Other than the usual Union stuffs to settle, like the complains, the billings, the compliments, and the website, I still got a very serious personal problem to settle.

Things are not good on my side, the gal wish to stay away from these problems for now, I told her, we cannot run away le, all of us knows and have to settle liao. Ya, she has to decide what she choose to do, because I getting tired and stressed over the issue. I have decided that when school opens and she haven settle, I will just let go. I got another frenz that also have this issue, I told her she has to make the choice, or else she regret in future. Ya, Just this is enough to trouble me, because I am now in no where, I cant go for another gal because I haven settle this side. So, I kept a netural thought when going out with people. I guess the best part of the problem is, she choose not to come out and talk it out, which i wish to, Its painful to be one sided and keep msging or tried to call. But nothing comes out of it.

I wish things can be as simple as it should be, I like a gal, a gal like me, and we are together. But its never so simple, I always involved in wrong situation. Let this settle, please. I want to move on, with you, or without you.

UOC Camp 07

2007-07-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

Okie, I know I MIA for like forever, not because I lazy(partly) Not because I not free(partly). So So, this few weeks have been doing my camp stuffs, and the camp finally came to an end last sat.

I will say, its fun, enjoying, with lots of difference things happen that made me learnt abit. Anyway, I still thinks that School sucks, and some people just cannot close one eye and let it be. Well, another thing, oh the freshies, the gals are so hot!! Ouch!! I should have become the GL man. LOL!! But the guys, simply cannot make it. I wonder is it because of the army that makes them in that way.

Example, a guy that is abit scared for the fright night walk, decided to booast his ego by doing stupid things and creating trouble for my programmers, like disturbing the things, etc. I din scold him or what, but I was thinking, even if you are scared, you should respect what others are doing for you, esp your seniors. That are buying food for you, make sure you okie, making the game as fun as possible. But there are some GUYS, that are out there to create problem for us, thinking its cool to do that. But seriously, I dun think thats cool, I think thats childish.

Example, another guy that went on only a towel and bath after repeated warning by my GL. In the end, the hall president complain and make a big stir of it. I have to go down and talk to him, but we still kena a big time by the school. Can't he use his brain and do what we said? Its like, alot of guys tried to do something weird to be impressive, but i guess, it doesnt, it just make me want to slap you.

Alright other than that, the camp generally ended well, the rain come and go, does not really disturb our flow of program, well only a bit i guess.. And this year, we have more control than last year, last year like so messy. My GLs listened to me, but i did my part and let them decide what is best for them, tried to fight for money for them if I can. I feel proud to work with them, seriously proud, and I hope I am not a devil to them la.

Another thing that happened during the camp will be the clubbing nite. Something that shouldnt happen actually happened. Its my fault, I got too high and forget the consequences. I forget that her frenz is around and at the end of the clubbing nite, he came forward and "protected" her. Initally I dun like the idea of him coming forward because he is a freshie, I have my right to protect him as well, but I agreed in the end, after my GL gave me a suggestion that he will follow the main com back, and he called her bf to get her back home. Ya, now you know something big really happened. On the bus, I cant rest but keep thinking what I did, I was wide awake throughout the whole clubbing nite, thru larry doesnt drink, but that doesnt mean i get drunk easily, and I know what happened step by step and I inital everything.

Well, The good thing is that, I settled the thing with her le, no point running away from it. And talked to her, discuss about it. Told her everything, the truth, what i feel. I guess she understood, because she still go out with me, talk to me ma. Ya, Thats the best outcome I guess. :) Okie la, thats for all, anything, can talk to me online.

Pardon me..

2007-07-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

Pardon me, People, I haven been blogging, though 80% of the time I at home, playing games and doing almost nothing, so I dont feel the need to blog anything, beside if you are curious about how i survice at home, you can always find me in msn. Ya..

So so, why I blog then? Because I became quite bored and nothing much to do and having some fun conversation with Juleen and Kels today, I think maybe I can say something abt it. Before I get started with the conversation, what I did recently is my NTU camp anyway, met up with the caterer which is from our school canteen and have a long chat with them. Even though thats the first time i met them, the gals really talk alot, lol!! And we bitch about NTU. Also, 3 of us all from Ngee Ann. NP ROCKS!!

Side stories, my camp will be from 23-28 July, So i wont be online for that period, so if you looking for me, please call me. Also if any of your friend joining UOC in NTU, and you wish to have him selected, you can call me personally and we try to do something about it. Other than that, the camp is almost done, well, just have some little things that I think it just take time to settle.

Okie now back to the conversation with Juleen and Kels today, first of all, Juleen msg me, and tell me this, "Larry, you know huh? You are the only one in my msn list that have vulgar in the nick" I was laughing away when she told me that. Okie so you seen my changed nick, all because of that, because she was still bugging me to change when we talk to each other with kels.

And this 2 gals, can always talk out of the topic, because our topic is about *beep* *beep* *beep*, then they can change the topic to be about themselves, OMG.. well, Larry the great is around to remind them of our mission, but surprisingly, we manage to get the things done, when we thought it might be hard. LOL!!

Lastly, Juleen, if you see this, actually, that WORD is not a vulgar, actually, its a correct word to use, but just that its very crude to use it everyday life, imagine someone calling someone F***er now and then, lol, he is not shouting that guy, but it just sound crude. Okie, I know you cant take it. LOL!!

Totally BACKED

2007-07-02T03:01:00.000+08:00

Alright GUYS, HALT ALL!!!

BECAUSE THE ONE IS BACK!!

YA RIGHT, THE ONE!!

Okie, I think I being crappy nowadays, but on the bright side, Larry is back to bukit panjang. It means more supper nights with my dear west frenz and no more dog barking fight with my aunt's dog. Well, I never realise I brought so much stuff to my aunt's place, but lucky, my father brought back everything and I unpacked them. Phew, it means the start of another life back at home. No more private times.. Zzzz.

Anyway, I going to arrange going out with siti, then going to school more often, start practising my magic, (Long time since i did it, because the tools are at home) And finally, start being serious. LOL!!

Okie, as for now, a bad cough got onto me, making me cannot go down for my road show on Sunday, SAD!!! Also, me feeling bad for my mei that I din talk alot on her birthday, because of the bad throat.

Other than that, my senior camp is finally over, have lots of thing to revamp and check on. Before the excat camp starts loh. Well, as a good thing, I looking forward for the camp. :)

Other than all this, about my private life, nothing change, not looking forward at anything, even though, I dun think I got the guts to do anything liao, scare of failure in it man. :(

Anyway, I still love all of you!! :) Take care my frenz.

I'm Back!!!

2007-06-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, Sorry my dear frenzs that are browsing my blog. I been away for a camp and got several things to settle, which ended up me being lazy to blog.

Anyway, the highlights of these few weeks will be me, being free from my company.. FREEDOM!!! And also I went for my old sec sch camp, to help out. The worst thing is that I am the eldest there, kind of weird when I am still inside the graduates to help out, but neverthless, I still enjoy myself for the camp. Really fun to go back and relax and do lots of silly things. Tons of ghost stories for the juniors. :)

Of course, my juniors are all very cute.. LOL!! Anyway, I post up some pictures when i got them. Other than that, anyone that is free, can ask me out for lunch or dinner. Just tell me before hand ya!!! :)

Siti, I will be moving back REAL SOON!!! And then we can have dinner together again.. LOL!! Oh ya, I still living with my aunt.. But will be moving back liao la.. Cause might have to travel to school a few times every week, so might as well move back right?

Take care Peeps!!!

2 more weeks

2007-05-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks, and I out of the company.. Ya, the 2 weeks seem very long, cause I going to be bored to death, VERY SOON!!! Anyway, today I went for a hair cut and dye. Turn out to be wild, haha, very not like me. Oh well, its good to try new things, since its in offer. Ya, normally do like that, 100 over.. Pui.. Still like my hairstylist at sandstorm, friendly and responsible.

Ah.. Boring, recently like very low life.. Reading those horoscope readings, this few weeks keep saying i in luck, which i dun think so le.. LOL!! If got luck, FIND ME A GF!!!

Hmm, other than that, hopefully my aunt will give me cash cash cash,.. GREEDY!!

Ultimate Company

2007-05-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

Ultimate Company - Ya! Thats my Tag line. Y? Because it banned almost every website that I VISIT, and obviously its blocking my entry, KAO!! Cannot even surf net, whats the point man. First is Hardwarezone, then now, BLOGGERS!! SAW THAT? Blogger they also block. Sian, Friendster, my anima website, Naruto, then Youtube.

Oh my god man, this company is so strict for wat? Just because I got the free time and you dun have, you block all my source of wasting time. Seriously I got not much place to go le. Cannot even blog entry, what the hell man..

Oh well, I gonna find out what I can do le.. 3 more weeks before it ends. :)

Life is boring

2007-05-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

Something strikes my mind and then I decided to come to blog about it. Ever wonder what you did for your 20 years of life in Singapore?

I start to wonder also, for 1/5 of your life, let say you can live to 100 years old, you spent it just on studying. then maybe 30-40 years of your life on working, then 20 more years to raise a child, then 10 more years struggling to live on and enjoy yourself before you die.

Now, life is sure boring right? you spent 80 years doing things that allows you to survice. But i think the most strange part about singaporean life is the 20 years of studying. Worth it? think about it, now you working for the next 30-40 years, hmm ever thought that you use your physics formulas into your engine life? Or history of thailand when you travel, or some geography knowledge when you are at some landscape? Techincally, none. What you learnt in school is not the same as what you do in work. So bring it straight up, study for 20 years for what? Just to get a paper and say you good in geography? LOL!! when you earning 100,000 per month, who will question you that you are a pri school drop out? Like wise, if you earning like 1000 per month, having that paper in your file wont feed you, unless you decided to munch it.

Hai, seriously waste of time man. I should keep this in view and future, let my children learn the basic stuffs, like language, and some science before letting them embark in their own journey. Thats all for the boring part.

Seriously, I never get a good sleep recently, oh gosh, what is happening man, my report is due on friday, lets set it on thursday as I need to print and file. And I just started the intro. about 3000 words to go. Waste my time, okie la, back to writing the stupid report.

Cya!!

Kena Cheated

2007-05-11T10:18:00.002+08:00

Sian, I rushed in the morning, Cause its raining, but it stopped, but i still din take my bike, but took a cab, spent $9, reach office, desperate trying to find glue, found it, Glue as fast as I can, then write the information. And finally realise that the stupid lecturer will only come around 2-3 pm. TMD I should have asked that PRC guy yesterday, but he should have informed me also. Kaoz.. Waste my time to come early to finish off the log book. And somemore din ride bike, means cannot run away later.. Zzz

Anyway, Please don't rain today, I going out with a gal, So please make it memorable.. LOL!! Alright, have a date later, so please be nice to me ya.

This few days doesnt have good sleep, always find inside me very warm, but outside cold.. Hai, and weird bad dreams also, causing me to have strain neck, think have to tell my mom that the pillow is too old le, have to change, causing me to have neck pain. Zzz

Better drink more water, so is the rest of you, better drink more water, dun fall sick..

Kena Cheated

2007-05-11T10:18:00.001+08:00

Kena Cheated

2007-05-11T10:18:00.000+08:00

Great day

2007-05-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hai, its only wed of the week. Quite boring right.. Anyway, Yesterday was quite good, I spent 3/4 of the day settling the computer and measuring devices in my room. Finally got it to work and manage to resolve the problem after my boss took at look at the parameters. Then changed everything and did the final test and everything went well. YA! My big boss is pretty happy and impressed and so, it gives me the content feeling also. (At least he see some work from me) Ya, there is some part where I did the connections myself before I asked him, test the connections before getting my boss to check on the meters, since I don't learn about the devices at all. Glad it works.

Yesterday also meeting for my camp, after so long. I have to say, I totally mad during the meeting, lol, it does pissed my Chairman off, she's like, today you super off, and crapping all the way. Ya ya, Sorry babe, Long time din see you le, have to tease you abit. Also, Work place is boring ma, so tend to overboard yesterday, sorry loh. Anyway, I feel great to see the rest, esp so long din see them le, good to see they are still alive and kicking, lol!! And we badly need a mahjong session before the poor gal go for her PA.

Alright, my boss is not around today, another slacking day liao. LOL!! He was being saboed by the big boss to go oversea to settle the meters issue, lol, he was complaining yesterday. Too bad for you la, you the only one left in the team that is experienced. :)

Monday Blues

2007-05-07T10:49:00.000+08:00

Monday is backed again, so sad, NOW I REALLY WANT SOMEMORE WEEKENDS.. LOL!! Anyway, this morning I woke up a few times in the night, not feeling really good though, bad and weird dreams. Dreams of my ex, seems confusing, but everything was being happy and nice.. Then woke up from it, feeling warm, on the air con and went off bed again, this time, a bad one.. A mystery case where death is involved and those ghost ghost thing, I tried to analyse what is happening in it but ended up waking up in the day, dazzling.. Hai.. Shouldnt think so much, or what is telling me.

Oh well, This weekends is sleep and more sleep. Anyway, a tribute to my dear Magician frenz: He is leaving singapore very soon, maybe for good, he move to different counties to stay over. Ya in short, I know him for 3 over years now, and know him as a different magician. Friendly, funny and have good solid ideas. Really give a thumbs up to him everytime because he have so many views and suggestions to be thrown to me. A good thing is because he work in Nokia and handle clients, so he can "read" people mind and anticipate what they will ask. Good for a Mentalism. Okie, good luck to him in his future venture, and hope that I get to see him soon again. Maybe in one of the magic convention. :)

LOL!!!

ITS FRIDAY!!

2007-05-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

Ya, finally, its friday already. :) So it means a good weekend is coming towards us. Anyway, 1 more month with this company and I finish my IA le.. Thats fast fast fast.. But it also mean my report are coming to a due soon. I dun remember when is the day to hand in the report. But hopefully wont be that tough. :)

Oh, as for any updates, nah.. This few days nothing much, hmm one thing is that I went back to magnum for some discussions and money issue. Then see them train loh, Wah, seriously seeing them back, I really wonder how all of us surviced the trainings.. LOL!! But it will be so fun to stay fit again and doing stunts again. But not me liao ba, I perfer to play more magic than stunts, which brings back that I really need to brush up alot of my skills now that I stopped for almost 6 months. Because I not at my home, so I dun have decks with me to play around. I think my stuffs at home is already collecting lots of dirts. LOL!! Maybe I get a deck from one of the dealer on this sat. :)

Alright, then and then, what else.. Oh, my lover is coming back from states!! LOL!! Ya.. But still trying to find a place for her to stay, ya its a her.. Haha!! Guess who?? I doubt anyone will know.. LOL!! Okie okie, if next week still cannot find one, think ask Auntie whether she can close one eye anot.. HEHE!!

Okie la, enjoy the beautiful weekends, TATA!!

TOO BORD

2007-04-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

Alright, The first day of the week.. Zzzz.. Honestly, I suppose to write my log book about the happenings of what I did in my work. But currently, I ran out of materials to write le. Because this 3 weeks, I did nothing except surfing the web and reading comic online. Now cutting off the youtube and friendster usage, it makes things worse than before.. Zzzz.. Alright, I need to come out with something to write, seriously.

Anyway, Last week was quite bad, the weather is bad, the way i spent the week is bad. First, Thursday, I skipped morning and only arrive to work on the afternoon. Friday I skipped the whole day at work. But surprisingly, I am still okie and no questions are asked about my MIA today. Oh well.. As for the last 3 weeks, I have been taking time off as and when I like it, boss not around ma. :P Anyway, Like I will go off for 3 hours for lunch la, or go shopping la.. Or Hmm, go home early. Oh nvm.. Thats for last few weeks.

Anyway, I hate people to put aeroplane to me without saying a bit of words and appear harmlessly, without saying a bit of sorry to me at all. I suppose to meet a frenz on friday for dinner and movie, she mentioned that her mother cooked for her and she have to go home to eat before going out, so I arranged to meet her near there, then since we are meeting up with the rest later, I told her we get a earlier movie. But since then, she din reply, or call me to tell me not to wait or wat.

Because I freaking hell reach the area early, and if mentioned earlier, I COULD HAVE went shopping my own, then waiting for her. SECOND, the fact that she lied to me, is one thing that I cannot accept, she din went home, but she stayed and play game till the time where my frenz went down to fetch the rest and she is with the rest, not at home. Y lie? Just say you dun want and I wont force you, Just call and say nxt time, then we have it nxt time.

IF you are freaking sick or whatever, that doesnt give you the reason to lie, and also just saying you sick will be good enough, I can jolly well ask someone else, then waiting for 3 hours and then watched movie my own.

So thats it, I not going to ask her out anymore, Not even a bit. I will prefer to watch movie than waiting for someone that doesnt hold their words, or even inform people that hey I cannot make it. You just made me hate you for something not worth it. But to me, its the most valuable thing. To alot of people also.

Lastly, I watched the show, Nightmare Detective. A Japan movie. Hmm, Unique plot, with crude mindset and bizzare thinking. It set you thinking what will happen. But its not something for the weaks nor for people that looking for simple show. Its complex and require some thinking during the show, and like I say, its bizzare..

Boring!!!

2007-04-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

Sian Sian Sian.. totally!! WHY!!! Because This freaking company block all kinds of website.. Youtube kenna blocked liao.. Frienster ALSO!!! Sian Sian.. Now I got less and less things to view each day le.. WAH LIAO LE!!

Anyway, I need a hair cut badly, so later go for hair cut? Or go to MS to shop? Haha!! I think I go for hair cut ba.. Dun like the current now, look too decent.. "-.-

NTU exam going to finish soon le.. Good Good.. Better faster, cause I getting really bored at weekends.. LOL!! Okie ba..

Dishearted

2007-04-23T10:16:00.000+08:00

I was reading clay's blog which then lead me to go to youtube to view the videos again, and in return, seeing those comments leave by the people. Which makes me very sad, and disappointed on how people look at things. But I wont really blame them because, they are individuals and everyone think differently and not everyone is a cheerleader. But its kinda of sad to know that people will actually not take risks to see whether they can achieve the challenges or will just stay at that position knowing they be safe here.

But I will like to highlight something is, how safe can be safe? Does staying in that level means that you be safe from be expelled in future? Does you ever want to move up another level? Most of us will say, of course not, I will want to go up and see how much I can do.. Yes thats what I meant. Magnum can stay all the way, with 111, 221, blah blah blah.. All the common stunts and difficutly that we did every now and then. Look at the seniors during the competition in the Kindness Movement Competition and you understand that, we seniors can achieve that, but does that means we wanted our juniors to stay on that pace? Not exactly, its safe to say that if we keep doing those stunts, we might maintain the championship, but thats not magnum's only objective. Magnum's goals is to achieve greater heights, achieve more diffcult stunts, and working towards the international level. Ya, its a big impossible written down, but think about this, which oversea teams never try for higher level? You talk to a SSC gymnas coach, they will say, everyone can tumble, can spin, and do a twist layout. But the different will be, whether you want to try something new, difficult, seems impossible. You see the SEA games, and people fall from their moves or lose balance, its not because the moves are not nice, its just the difficulty level and the luck. They might be very successful during the training, but in competition, its whole lots different. Same goes to magnum, I being down to their training, and I initally thought that its a firm hold of the return, but neverthless, luck still plays a part, and experience, 90% of the team is juniors and never expose to pressure in the competition, the tense and the pressure, is totally different from performing. Its a competition that we are talking about. If they are an old timers , then speak differently, but they not, all of them is having their first time in it and I proud to say they did their best and nothing luck, lady luck is not with them this year and maybe she will come to us next year. And this year's competition bring us closer and teach them alot.

I somehow wonder, maybe its good to learn from falls, than from a straight victory that says we are good. Amature is still amature, learn from mistakes and achieve better is better than one shot give you gold and say you good. But you never know where you bad at.

Let say the champion team went for the international competition in JAPAN this time round, with that routine, not even a scratch to the other teams, no I not saying that their routine sucks, but its because of the simpicity and no sense of difficulty is felt. You go there, showing them all the 111 221, they will be thinking, just like tat? See how the others do a twist layout, or a 223, or some other mouth dropping stunts, and you will know that singapore cannot just stay with that kind of stunts to move on. Thats why, magnum have seen many oversea teams performed, in TV, live.. That it shows how shallow we still are, and if we never try, we could be in the 90th position in 10 years round during any international games.

Wow, thats lot to say. Oh well, to those that comments, its really time to wake up from the safe zone dream and move into the yellow zone, or else, Singapore cant move on, not just magnum. :)

Forgetness

2007-04-19T09:08:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, This few days din blog, cause I busy with my bike.. YA, bike.. Not going out, but doing a face lift for it. I resprayed some parts of the bike, or repaint, anything la. Then tried different methods to get it nice. But well, I wasted alot of time on it. Since no one is there to advise like say how to do it, alot of time is wasted on trial and error, and money of course.

No la, all the things I bought got use, just dun know its working or not. :( I take the photo of the bike after the end result, which suppose to look newer, oh well..

The biggest hit of the day will be yesterday.. WhY? Cause I din go to work, no reasons, nothing, I just din go.. LOL CRAZY I am, I testing market, see what will happen. Anyway, this 2 weeks is so damn slack ma, I watched the 2 seasons of GetBackers just like that. Too bad, Heros are not showing in you tube, or else it will be good. :) Okie, So i spent the whole day, playing game, and spraying my bike. Ya my bike again, the intial result is good, But then, I made a grave mistake, so I got a hard time scraping during the nite, Ah.. Have to buy sand paper le. :(

Well, i just sold off one of my line, so I got the extra money to go along, but I not going to waste it la, cause got some parts still need to change ma. :( Okie..

Hai, okie, another story is, EVEN CLAYTON GOT BF LE!! Sob sob, I thought got another soul that is single like me, but well, another one is gone. Good luck to you clay.. Of course happiness to you too.. Sometime I will wonder how to read gal's thought, its like you never know what they thinking about you, sometime they could be extreme cold to you, or be super honey to you. It confuse me alot, and I starting not to bother about this liao, too tired to play the catching game le. Oh oh oh well, time to see got work anot le.. TATA!!

Low Key

2007-04-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

This 3 days nothing happen le. Oh ya, something did happen. Yesterday I went to a bike shop to remove the IU unit, so they helped me to position it else where le. YA!! But I got a sad mishap, I drop my helmet!!! :( It have scratches le, though its minor, but still Obvious!! I going to look out for cool stickers, not pic, but words, like wu di, or some racing words. Haha!! chinese of course. And also need to change to tinted visor, the cleared one is scratches, still can see though, But I always wanted to get a tinted one anyway. :)

The rest of the days, nah, nothing much happened. My hp plan can upgrade le. So i posted online for people that are interested to get a phone but in a cheaper way. Highest I got so far is not really desirable. :( Due to fact that there is no promotion now, so the offer is not high le. Should I wait, or I just get it over and done with? Hmm, I think I settle it at May, that is not the latest, but its better ba. Anyway, got a msger that fucked me because she say she cannot make the time for dealing and i told her i open up the option then if she is fine with it. But she din say anything and just f me. HAHA!! This people, dun know how to treat a customer properly. Oh well, most likely shes a kid. Haha!!

Weekend Blue!!!

2007-04-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

Basically, I spent the weekends at home. WOW!! Ya, quite wasted, but it still nice to stay at home at some time, better than going out and waste money. YA!! Anyway, cleaned my bike on Sat, fixed my lights on Friday.. Sunday, slack the whole day. Uncle came along, with my young cousins, haha!! The boy is cute la, scared of the dog, only one of it, the one that keeps barking me de loh. So Uncle told him to stick with me watching tv, but not long, I went up also la. So others are chasing away the dog for him. Haha!!

Other than that, Nothing much to say about weekends, just bored. The rest of the people is having exam, and ya, I should be having exams if I not in IA now. LOL!! Thats the fun of IA ba. Oh I realise that my hair is very long now.. Like ah.. Hmm, ah beng??? Or all the while I am?? LOL!! Oh, reminds me of a joke. Thursday I went down to west side to play LAN with frenz, then ate at BP Mac, so he was speaking loudly about some issue, I forgot. Then i told him, careful, here alot of bengs, later you kena.. Then his reply: "Dun worry, anything, I say you my boss, more beng" Totally "-.-, the rest also laugh, haha, quite funny la, and its the first time they ate mac using self refill drink section.

I trying my best to save as much money as possible. Ya.. Need to get a few things from the DIY stores and cold storage, maybe later ride down and get it before going home. Spend less. Spend less!! Going to check on my bank later.

Take care folks.!!

Tag Tag

2007-04-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

Okie, Sorry mei that I din browse your blog often, but today just went and saw that you sabo me to do some weird tag. So here goes:

Rule of the game: each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in their blog 10 weird habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. NO tagbacks!

1. I can be very indecisive in buying things
2. But can be on impluse to buy things that I think I will need
3. I got skin allergic, but dun know to what.
4. I like to play mind games. (Hey, I am a magician ma)
5. I like to try new things, like different hair style, outlook etc.
6. I hate people who backstab, and I will double pay back.
7. I lost part of my memory when I was small. (How? How I know)
8. I can be very nua, but I will still get my things done
9. I love being crazy and wild and when people are having fun with me
10. I very insensitve to people's feeling, esp to woman.

I tag...
1. Siti
2. Mag
3. Crystal
4. Audrey
5. Clayton
6. Alan

Its good FRIDAY!!

2007-04-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

Ya, i know, its tomolo, but I already saying like its today!! But 30 min more before the holiday will start. LOL!!

Anyway, recently nothing much also ma.. Oh, but my rashes came back.. Hmm, I dun know why also, ever since after the competition, it became worse.. And my lips swollen, kena 2 strike by flyers during the training, so now, I got open wounds in my mouth.

Today was quite a bad day, in a sense, I sent my bike for another servicing again.. No, not the bike breakdown, but the key switch is spoil. My key is stuck inside and now, I cannot off the engine, I was super worried loh, and went down to workshop to have it changed. Ya, the key switch is already spoilt, but i always thought I can still use for a while, but today, it finally eat my key and I have to get to workshop to change and remove it. The price is average, hopefully its done by now.. :( Feel quite sad, this bike make me replace quite a few things, to new ones.. Well, the price is still below 2k, so I still open about it.. Hmm.. No more servicing is needed for now. Ya, so its consider good and nice, one more rear suspension to go, and this bike is good. :) Gonna clean the bike in the weekends. YA!!

Anyway, ppl, take care ya!! CYA!!

Lost

2007-04-02T08:57:00.000+08:00

A new week, That was really fast.. This few weeks have been dramatic, alot of things to do, every night went home late, and the pain that was inflicted. Now everything stops, I wonder how long it will last..

So today, reach here, feeling nothing, my dad din say anything about the bike le, I think he got over it, I din talk to him la, not now, not very soon. Okie, whats more to say, today have to make a trip back to BP to get my lotion, ya, long trip, but I dun want my rashes to be worse, the few weeks of training make them came out, ya, stress.. so have to make them go back, lol!! So i still thinking what can i do today, should i jio people out of movie? or maybe a dinner? let see how ba..

Last thing, I got open wound, which is quite shitty, before the competition, I was wondering will I get wound infection anot, because I did stunts wearing sleeveless ma, but heck la. Today, coughing away and feeling so dry, and my lips got bruise.. Ya kenna hammer 2 times on the same spot. LOL!! Better drink more water. Take care people..

Happy and sad..

2007-03-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

Ya, it suppose to be a happy day, but just now, ended up to be angry.

Happy because magnum X won the SKM competition. :) I feel that it at least tell the juniors nothing is impossible ba. But its not that we should slack also. Work hard and you get what you deserve. Ya.. So thats the happy part, although there are alot of problems when we arrived, but we happy that everything went well and we got first. :)

So why I am angry? Because my father came banging into the room and say, "Y you buy bike?" I wont be angry if he ask me nicely, and i answered him nicely, but the tone he used, I dun even want to explain. Then I told him, "I buy for transport now, as I need to travel alot, from now on!" Then his reply, "then you shouldnt sell the old bike, you know i lose how much money!" Ya the same tone, then i told him, I dun want to bother to argue with you. Continue with my game and he went off.

If he asked nicely, like my aunt, I will tell him, "this 2 years, I going to be doing my FYP and need to travel from school to home alot, other than that, I often travel late at night, so if i got a hall room, fine, it solve the problem, but the overall cost, is not less than getting a bike, and also why I sold the old bike because, its getting more problematic because i din maintain it well, and ts better to sell it now, and first of all, its MINE money, NOT HIS!!" Ya, of course if he asked nicely, I will tell him that nicely, but since his tone is wrong, I dun want to talk anymore. Pissed off. Then he might say "then you might only ride for 2 year" my reply will be, "ya, maybe I only need to ride for 2 years, but what is the cost incur for this 2 years, I stay home and dun stay in hall, then I have to run here and there to get my things done, no FYP is not just able doing project in school, I also have to travel to town, then staying in hall solve only half the problem, and this bike, is just a mean of transport for me, I not using it for race or show case, like my previous bike, its cheap, and i maintain it well." "And who say i going to only ride for 2 years?" "2nd, I dun need aunt to pay for me, I can pay myself for this bike from the salary i saved" "I did plan my way de loh"

Hai, I expected this to happen though, sometime i just want to tell them, I alreadi 25 years old, can i make decision for myself, if it involve you, I tell u, but its doesnt. If its something serious, I will tell you, but its just a bike, a damn bike, you need to go over head about it? Hai.. NVM forget it.

Bike day

2007-03-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

Ya, I got my bike, the moment the transfer is done, it started to rain, and made me stayed in the shelter for like 1 hr, how well, before going down to Alan's shop to service. He helped me alot, so I think its rightful to do some service back to him, anyway, I will say that the shop is good. Though the whole process is very long and very exp, but I quite happy with the outcome, most of the time, bike shop will anyway whack and put everything together, but the shop is different. The total repair cost a few hundreds, but if i dun repair it, i will lose the 1.4k in a few weeks time, lol. YA!!

Today friday, too tired man, feel so sleepy.. LOL!! Maybe because yesterday took the medic too late, costing the after effect to be still on.. Hai, and I got a painful neck!! Oh my god man, I feel so painful everywhere, thinking of training later make me sad, lol.. :)

Anyway, love you all. Take care
Larry

Random thoughts.

2007-03-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

Visit to Audrey's blog and I saw this:

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

So my result is:

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

I will say, its quite true up to a certain extent. But well its just a survey thing. So dun need to be so serious over it. Anyway, you guys can try it. :)

The turnover

2007-03-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

It have been a dramatic week. I mean, alot of unexpected things happened around me. First of all, and the most impact one, is the Cheerobics 07, I want to congratz to the top 3 of the Cheerobics 07. Also though how sad it will be knowing that Magnum lost, but infact, from my view, Magnum din lost, but we won. We won something that no one is willing to taste. It can only happen when one went down to the lowest end of despair and the one will know what is real and what is fake. Of course, I not saying its the taste of defeat, but the taste of unity, teamwork, teamspirit, the taste of friendship, the bond, the pain. That is something that, when one is at the highest point, we forgot the ones that is beside us, helping us, supporting us all along.

Like what my former coach mentioned, a winner is not born by one time of success, a winner is born by many time of failure, from failure, you know what you wanted to achieve, what you wanted to learn. Its very true, because I face it myself before, ya, i not a national player in cheerleading, but that doesnt mean I never tasted defeat and despair and lost of hope. I know how it feels, but I very sorry that I got nothing to say upon seeing my fellow juniors cry. I wanted to say alot, but i feel that I not in the position to say anything, my experience is different from your experience, but i hope the best for everyone.

Second turn over is the bike viewings, I thought I found the bike that I want, today also, but the owners called me and say they sold it off. Juz my luck.. Maybe I not fated man. Well, I reserve my stand and hope that I find one good one soon..

Later got training, and I dun know what to expect, we should sit down, discuss our best strat before we go down for competition on sat.

Magnum, I always be inspired by all the energy and power that you guys developed, life is not just about winning, but its also about losing, losing is alot harder than winning. And when you mastered the art of losing, you know that you no longer lose, but you have mastered the art of winning. :)

Larry

Weird Week

2007-03-23T10:12:00.000+08:00

Friday is here, and it means 1 more day before nationals for Magnum. All the best juniors, the seniors will be behind you all. :) YA!! Last year I am the organizer, and I dont have the chance to see the performance, but this year I am the audience!! YA!! Have to go there early to chop places le. :)

Anyway, I almost certain that I getting a bike, break out those chains man. Asked my Aunt for help, but she cant. So I finding frenz to help in. Well, in a sense, I need the cash flow to settle with the seller and then 2 months later, I be able to return to my frenz le. :) No issue at all man. Anyway, thats if the bike is good when we check on Sunday.

Ya, suddenly getting back a bike might be a stunning move for alot of people, but i think, I more into this kind of lifestyle person, night life or night work, staying up late, blah blah.. So overall, I still like the life where I can go down to the beach anytime I want, go meet up with frenz anytime, go eat anytime. Ya.. Somemore This time right, I wont have the pressure of instalment. I don't see the reason why I cannot afford then. Maybe because of my high spending thrive now. i think I more on transport and good things, like hair, bag, hmm bluetooth etc. Well, if i got a bike le, I not going to listen to mp3 alot le, maybe only when walking from places to places, or when there is a big super rain, then i go out using my mp3. Somemore, its a headset, it too big for the helmet to fit in and illegal also. ( I never consider I getting a bike again when i got my headset) It safer anyway, and I going to do justice for the bike if i bought it.

I think my nokia bluetooth will only be useful when I got a gf and we keep in contact on phones, or else, there is not much chances ppl will call me and chit chat with me. :) But I hold onto that for the mean time.. YA!!

Other than this, Hmm, I wonder if anything changed.. Am I so scary? LOL!!

Late Again

2007-03-22T09:38:00.000+08:00

LOL.. Yesterday took cab because I going to be late for work, today, came out early but still late for work. The best part of the story is, I met my boss when going up the lift.. Bzzz.. Good game man.. Haha!! Anyway, cut the story short. After looking at Clay's blog, I went to youtube to search for the show, and indeed, its nice, though I cannot listen very loud at my work place, kinda of sucks, but sure is another entertainment value in it.

Secondly, yesterday went to view a bike, but well, the bike was very bad, the owner have a skid on the bike, and I believe that not just the frame is damage. (Bike skid will cause the internal bike to have shock and might damage the side wheel piston, etc) so, I just talk with him abit before saying good bye.

But I did saw a cool bike, the old phantom i owned, but this one is very chio, cannot attach the image because the company stops photobucket.(I also dun know why) So I put it up when I got the picture, and will be viewing the bike with Alan this sunday, (Ya Alan is so call a half professional mechanic) So if its good, I getting it. Now is the money part, going to loan from my aunt, and have to talk to her. Shouldnt be much of a problem because in the end, I also getting it my own. the conclusion now is, if i got a bike, I dun need to stay in hall, I can always go back magnum to train, like before, and also stay out late with frenz and without the problem of needing to take cab back to bedok alone.

Ya, I consider for the 1 and the half year of what i going to do and spend that makes me feel that getting a transport is good, and also making sure i maintain it well. :) thats the point i going to convice my aunt la. Oh if she sponsor me, BEST!! Haha!!

Okie, cya ppl..

Total Sadness

2007-03-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

Ah.. I late for work today, Damn, I took a cab down to work man. Anyway, I woke up like 830, fresh fresh then realise the time is.. 830.. Haha!! then bath and changed, while thinking of any excuses I can come up with, in case I don't feel like going to work. But heck it, since I so awake le, Might as well go to work loh. Ya.. So took a cab down and now I am, blogging away, (Maybe should just stayed at home man)

Anyway, I was very sad yesterday, suddenly feel like no one understand me. I was msging half way and she bruntly slice down and pierced my heart. Ouch.. So my reply to her is, "Ya, no one likes me, nevermind then" Ya, I don't want to say bye to her, hoping that she will reply I joking la, but she din. Well.. Nevermind, Frenz is just frenz, if not sensitive with the words, then nothing much i can do about it. So should i msg her again???

I was also complaining to my oversea gal frenz that how things are being going on, all the bad stuffs, well if she is around singapore, that will be nice. Too bad, things haven been going my way.

Also, I thinking of buying a bike again, Ya, I want to travel alone, travel out, and go to anywhere I want to chill. Go to the sea side, go to sentosa, when I feel bored or feel down. I very much certain i will get one, even maybe it will cost me to be bankrupt. I DUN CARE!!

Thats all, chill people..

Sad Sad Sad

2007-03-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

Damn, so sad, yesterday MSN suddenly cut off at my work place, then I wonder why though. Today tried, and it doesnt work anymore. And they blocked www.msn.com also!! And also webmessager!! Oh mine, it means the end of all the chatting I can do at work!! Thats so sad man.. Not only tat, the chatterbox at several blogs are also blocked by the company.. DOTS MAN!! So I cannot reply to any chatterbox liao. :( I so sad man..

I haven try youtube, if its blocked, it means going back to the old times.. Shitty.. LOL!! Hai, so I backed with using hp to msg people le.. So anyone that is free that want to chit chat, can sms me ya!!

Haha!! Ya, okie la, recently being simple, nothing much le.. I mean, i trying to do a hit, but well, doesnt seem to response very well, or no response also. Am i really down on luck? that things are all against me? Or am i being negative about it? But i believe I myself tries to stay as postive as ever, or do I lack of something that makes people fear me?? I really dun know, too passive? Someone tells me please, I wanted a beautiful life like everyone wants and has.. But nothing seems to be coming out of this cloudy place..

Larry

Ended

2007-03-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

Ya, much of my things just ended.. Like the SKM competition and my problems with the camp. Though maybe there will be more coming, but for now, things are just like that. Ended.

So for SKM, well, I will say I dun know what to expect, cause the whole process have been up and downs. I dun know am I the one, or am I not the one, but I glad that its over finally. Some of the juniors came down but they are late la, everything ended le, then they come over, silly, but still is nice of them to be there la.

But this SKM thing, made me went back to see the trainings, and I desire to see how they are, everyday.. But I live in bedok now le, hai, maybe on wed and fri ba. Friday maybe stay with them till late before going back to bukit panjang to sleep. Ya..

Sometime i wonder, why many people have bad impressions of me? No, not many, but the handful I know will have some responses toward my way of doing things. Ya, I elder than alot of people that I know, frenz of my age most of them are married, but seriously, I not that old until I am blockheaded and think like an uncle. I wonder why?? I certainly hope things turn out well, and I being happy mode, or else, I really dun know what to expect the near future. Everything seems to be so far away

Abrasions

2007-03-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

Ah... I got some abrasions on my hand, lol.. Makes my hand drier, not good for stunting later. Tomolo is the heats le. Finally man.. LOL!!

Anyway, yesterday have been a bothering day, the invoices doesnt reach and we got some problem with sending them to school finance also. So a solution is set down, now is hoping that we got the money. Or else, hai, very bad situation we will have on hand.

As for training, fine, half of the time, we are watching the juniors train for their nationals, and I feel proud for them. Well, Just dun get more injures ya!! Take Care Peeps!! Our routine? Hmm, sometime I feel so weird, like, dun know where is wrong, I dun feel the lack of energy. Most likely is the timing then.. As for now, we just have to work hard also for tomolo. :) Good luck man. :)

Tired, Even more tired

2007-03-15T09:53:00.000+08:00

I so tired, I dont feel like doing anything at all. Not physically, but mentally tired. Ya I dun have exams, or quizzes, or projects to handle. But seriously, if its my problems, I wont say that I tired of solving them, but worse still, its not with just me, it involve other people, people i know, people i dun know..

I wonder why I put so much time in it man. Maybe I should just go back and do things that I good in, organzing things for people. Maybe I not cut out for routines or dramatic things. Maybe I should just go back to my magic and do all the things I wanted to.

Ya talking about magic,I haven been touching it for almost 4 months. Since the start of IA, I got no time to see the videos, read the books or play with my cards.. I even gave my new deck to my family to play blackjack on CNY. I wanted to read more on my field, try things out and do what i wanted.. But I cant, dun have the chance. I got new stuff with me, but I dun have the chance to test it. Hai..

17 is the day, but how long more can we last? Till 31st? So wat we win? Are we doing too much for this routine? All of us is working and needing to wake up early go to office, show a smile to customers and then go for training, no bus to go home and have to take cab. Worth the effort? Maybe, maybe not. It really touches me when I see my juniors walking along and coming to see us. Those few is enough, I so much wanted to hug them say thanks. But of course I wont. Maybe its just time for me to be a friend, then more than that. Maybe..

Dun even try

2007-03-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

Apparently, today was not a good day for me.. It suppose to be an off for me, and I ended up, going to many places to settle my UOC stuffs. On record, I spent quite a bit on transport just to get things done and over. Ya, Its not my job to settle things like that, but if I dun do it, who will do it then? So please don't come complain to me who never do his or her job, because I pretty sick of it, and dun come and ask me to do it for you. Note, $50 spent on one day.

Secondly, training is fine, just that it have been a downpour and making the floor very wet to do things. Well, I have the feel for drive to do more things, but what I can say, it takes an idiot to spoil the day.

Let me say, no one seen me angry before, well, certainly when the moment everyone knows me, no one had seen me blow my top before, and I can guarentte you that when you will see it, you wont want to see it again. One more word from you, you can see me gripping your throat and no one can stop me.

Secondly, I dun speak a word, doesnt mean its fine to go on and on, first of all, you are not inside the routine, if you are that great, join in, help us and you got the right to complain. If not, just take the comments toned down and stop pulling people down. I weak in my stunts, but that doesnt make it gives you the right to pin point me. So what you nationals before, so? Big Fuck huh, no I don't think so. Not everyone will be good in cheerleading in one point, and so I not good, I don't have the chance to try? What rights you have to say that? Coach? Pui..

Thanks Siti for the concern, and to think you might have the chance to see me blow my top. But these people doesnt make me worth it to give my limits, I believe in doing what I can and trying my best, then some people only knowing how to talk big and did nothing. Even wonder where is the All stars thingy? My advise, dun be this kind of people, you meet your match one day. And you certainly regret what you did.

So dead

2007-03-13T09:25:00.000+08:00

Okie, I thought today going to be a sleepy day. Hai, cause I woke up feeling so sleepy, Bzzz.. Anyway, I manage to get to work on time, and then wanted to work around, but settle my stuffs first.

Then I got a hit of a life time again man, my INVOICES have not freaking reach, Oh my god, Y no one tell me earlier, yesterday morning, or nite, or whenever, and only when I ask, people then tell me. Yes my dears, you gals are great, but sometime, please tell me k, I not a god and I cannot solve all problems, neither can I know what is happening without you gals telling me????

Oh me, this mean I have to run around in diff place to clear those problems, I DUN MIND!! Because if anything screw up, we GG liao.

2007-03-12T09:54:00.000+08:00

Cool man, First of all, I had a new bag, a new bracelace. YA!!! And GOOD SLEEP!!

Okie first of all, Friday I went off work very early to go to school to settle my finance, then hang alreadi before going to meet my good frenz, Crystal, which I din see for almost a month le. Before hand, I like to mention that SERIOUSLY, the school sucks man.. I just wanted to hand a form to the lecturer incharge of my IA and the EEE admin was saying they don't handle it, it should be the SAO!! LOL!! And I told them, nevermind then, I just dump the form in the lecturer office.. Cant be bothered man.

Anyway, Met crystal then went for lunch, then the second funniest thing arrived, the SU heads that is holding on to the store key, so I finally got them to pass me the key, the conversation goes, "You Larry from?" "From UOC, we need the key tomolo" "Oh okie" so off we went, and I took the key home, (Of course because I need it tomolo) So Went home and settle the video, (Got problem with it) Then I got 7 miss call after i took a short nap and my frenz calliing me said,"You holding on to the key right" "Ya" "They need the key now le" "How I know, they so stupid to give me the key and not telling me they need it, their problem" My frenz LOL and then tell me to call them and I did call them, so it went like this "LARRY, where are you" "At home la" "Oh, you holding on to the key?" "YA, when I took from you all, you guys should tell me you need the key, or else how i know" "What time you coming tomolo?" "8 am" "Oh okie, then see you at 8 am"

So the storyline is, IF you need the key later on, and you passing the key away, ASK the person. Not only for keys, EVERYTHING that you work for. Its just to secure what is going to happen later on, not everyone stay in hall. LOL!!

Okie, the video doesnt work out, something wrong with it, but it cannot be render out, that is not just the problem, the major problem is the struture of the whole Open house, We are situated in the middle of the tentage and the planning of the Open house made me feel that we are isolating people from coming into our booth, secondly, I dun have a DVD player, nor finding the plug for it. So ended up, we give postcards and talk to people that is curious about the camp. I have a really bad day, from not enough sleep to having a bad booth to having bad open house. (With singers that go off tone) LOL!!

Okie, thanks to all the good Com members that came down to help and Cherie for letting me bully her.. Haha!!! I hope the turn out is good, and many people knows about the website. And I so disappointed that the SU heads went back to hall if I not wrong, (Because he ask someone to hand me the key and the guy is wearing shorts and slippers) PUI!! and he freaking hell dun know who he gave the van!!

Hai, sad sad sad, but its a relief to see Mag Mag again, and she grow slimmer, lol, maybe due to the stress she under and which means, she much more pretty.. HOHOHO

Anyway, thats for sat and I went back home and sleep for 14 hours to the next day. LOL as for sunday, you guys can read from siti's blog, and you know that I freaking cannot decide onthe 169 dollar bag, ya because its from NUM, its so exp, though its good, got good cutting, and component structure is good, got style. Oh well, like Siti say, we have to evaluate it only after we bought it, like the time i cut and dye my hair for 200 dollar, (Freaking exp) I know I wont be going back there again. So guys, please dun go to Jim Yip at Bugis.(Lol, i know i spell wrong) so lets hope this bag dun disappoint me, And then I will go back and visit NUM. :)

Oh lastly, I bought a new braclace because my old one snapped!! YA... So now I have one new one, and thinking I should get a cross symbol or something close to that hand hang onto the loosing chain on it, to make it more cool and also, it looks like someone from bleach, i forget the name, the guy that uses arrows.. LOL!!

Friday

2007-03-09T10:06:00.000+08:00

Finally Friday, but i so tired.. Somemore red spots are around my body and legs. Make me so uncomfortable. Today going to ask boss can leave early anot. Need to go to school to settle finanical issues.. Hai..

Yesterday, well did alot of things, thats why today so tired, somemore, went back like 12 plus and have to test the video thing, ya.. So made until around2 before sleeping. I pretty much tired out. I think the rest is the same la.

Well, tats all for now loh.. Take care ppl..

brain dead

2007-03-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

So technically, I so brain dead, Yesterday spent the whole day doing the video, and today, my brain is like telling me it need to sleep. Hai.. And alot of things to settle.. Sometime I can feel so lost over things that, I dun know what the hell is happening.

Sometime, things are too far to be reached, and those that are near, cant be reached. So I dun really know what should I do. Maybe when the saturday even is over, I will feel better.. I got a frenz' birthday on sat also, should i go? or I should go back and sleep. rest my mind and dun think of anything.

I desire to go out, to hang out, chit chat. But seriously, now adays, so hard for it to happen. I desire a shoulder to lie on, a hand to comfort me during my moody days, but its so hard to happen. I dun have the desire to tell people how fan it has been, but its still there for me. But who is around?? No one is with me, and I kinda of isolating from people alreadi, is it me? or is it the enviornment I in..

Super Com

2007-03-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

Ya, today too tired to update, but eventually, I finally almost done with the video, So its time to wait for it to render out and let me see.. Cool huh, I brought my laptop to work so that I can work on the video, and ya, spent the whole day doing it, though its tiring, but I have to complete it. Too bad for me.

But that doesnt stop someone from pissing me off, nah, not that PRC guy, I had enough of him. Its someone from SU.. Apparently, this guy is the media incharge for the whole Union. So technically, I should send him the files and he upload. But I mention before that, the codes disappear whenever he upload. So I told everyone that I upload to my private server and use it first. Then all the shits come in, saying whether can change the links and things like that, to su.ntu.... Something like that. So this guy, apparently, keep shafting the problem away, even when his president ask him a question, he answered, "Thats out of my way, the rest of the comm website doesnt have the issue, only his have, I suggest you create an account for him and let him upload himself"

Thank you, I appreciate the thought of creating an account for me, but I don't think that solve the problem, the problem is not with creating an account, its with the security or restrictions limit in the server upload. or way to upload. When I told him to help me check the files and codes when it upload, his reply is, "the files are uploaded, please do the check yourself." So the codes still missing, I told him the problem, his reply, "maybe you should check with the school, our website is loaded there." Oh my god, cmon, you the IT incharge, you din even bother to discuss this issue with me, and you mention a big wo ha when the first time we met, "I will help the committee is setting up their website," That is so bullshit. In short, he is not doing what an incharge should do, help your sub committee and do your job. I hate this kind of people, obviously, SU should change their way of choosing people, choosing by votes will only destory the committee if they sucks. Pui!

Last last, I hope magnum is fine, cause i not good in expressing myself, so if any of the juniors need a clear out talk, I am always ready to listen. :)

Tired

2007-03-06T12:01:00.000+08:00

Wah, I so tired, yesterday reach home like 12.. Then sleep at 1.. Bzzz.. Long time din do things like that le.. Anyway, Yesterday seems not bad, got some work to do, and also can slack.. So ya.. Maybe its good..

Secondly, hmm, went down for training, and saw the juniors.. Ya.. All very cute.. And all so strong.. WAH!!! I salute you all man.. LOL!! But the routine is cool, nice!! So people that reading my blog, you can go down to PS on 24th March to check out on the comeback of Magnum, the stronger and even better Magnum, none like before.. (Wow, thats too much, the seniors will kill me) LOL!! So if you dying to hold the title, better make sure you have the substances to hold them ,or else, it will just slip off your hand. :P

Anyway, we also got training, and the dance is super fast. Tian ah, I have to memorize the steps before I can do it nicely, ya, it takes time.. LOL!! And most of the stunts went up, sorry that I slow, because I confused with the timing, and postioning, and half of the time, i wondering where i should stand. hmm.. But I hope I got it right liao.. Ya..

Oh ya, side note, juniors that see my blog, esp bases, please treat your flyers like a gem, dun be naughty and because of timing, risk the flyer to fall. It break my heart to see the flyer half way through the air and people anyhow catch. LOL!! Flyer more important, I dun want to see their face got blue black, aka Juleen no 2.. LOL!!!! Okie okie, joking period over.. Serious training start. We train hard, we play hard.. Thats what we are, Magnum Force.

Yoz, its a great monday!!

2007-03-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

YAWNS!!!! Ya, I know, it suppose to be a great monday.. LOL!! Anyway, Damn tired le, worked to 12 last night but only can get a few photos up, I still got 2/3 more to finish the video, and thats excluding testing, sian, how le.. Oh well, update update. As I mentioned before, I got MC on Friday, and so, i went home to rest, Ya, it sucks being sick, make me so sleepy and cannot work, so the video on last week is not productive until sat night and sunday. But sat got frenz wedding and she look so beautiful.. Ya!! The guy is so forunate, and sure makes a good couple, I wish them all the best, and ever loving. Ya ya, Sunday went for training, and lucky din rain, phew, and we did great, stunts went up and did some routine. Ya!! Its fun, neverthless..

Anyway, after I got my sponsorship, I bought the wireless headset!! Ya, its so cool, now you see the no wire dangling on the side when listening to music!! Ya, They got the clip version, but thinking, the clip is attached with wire and it will be ugly to see the wire dangling around when there is no wires to the mp3, so i bought the hard solid headphone. And wow, the sound is great, the bass is overwhelming.. LOL!! though I have a hard time getting used to it, the last time i used headphone is like 4-5 years ago, from then, i used clip on le. Ya, so in future when the clip on becomes retractable or the headphone bcomes foldable, I will get those, maybe 2-3 years later ba. (I wonder why they dun make it a foldable now)

Today's goign to be a great day because we going to have training later!! Ya, maybe when its done, I leave le, cause have to do the video, so must catch more time to do it, DIE DIE muz finish by friday. Then I can spend the night doing adjustment and tunning.. "-.-

@ADDED

After reading siti's blog, it reminds me of irritating people, well, guess who, the CAB drivers.. Ya, In the 2 weeks, I meet 3 taxi drivers that screwed my day, the first one is from steven road back to bedok, and he made a detour from sims ave to ECP!! and back to siglap, Ya, apparently he eat me for a few dollars, but I let him off. (its not amazing race also) Second time, this sat, going to frenz wedding and took a cab from home to novena, drive down those small routes, ( I thought he continuing from macpherson, but then he enter into PIE!!! and exit from balister road. And stop at the wrong church. Third time, this uncle waves at us and we took his cab, and i realise its over charged meter, and after a while, i told him we never did a booking, and he went like, huh, why din say earlier? And then was thinking, (You waved at us?) and then we have to pay the booking charge.

So in short, there are so many cab drivers in singapore, why is there drivers that are so sucky and want to eat people's money?

Okie, though there are bad drivers, there are also good drivers, that willing to rush the time and send you there in the fastest way, or when he forget to on the meter, he just tell you a certain amount and you know that he undercharge you. but he is okie with it.

Best thing that happened

2007-03-02T10:50:00.000+08:00

Wow, a great thing happened on me, well, no, not a gal that likes, or what, but my nano is found!! It was left on the sports deck after training.. LOL!! And no one went there the whole day. Until my frenz went to find for me. She found it man.. LOL!! I was just looking through what to buy and then was told it was found le. YA YA!! LOL.. Anyway, my ever wanting bluetooth headset is finally here. COOL right!! YA!! I going to get it soon. Maybe today or tomolo. But today i feel so sick man. I wonder should i see the doc anot.. Maybe I should, then see what the doctor have to say. Because i been sick for 1 week le, not good also. :( Ya, i going to see a doc now. Later I update.

Worst Day

2007-03-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

Hai, I just had the worst day of my life man. I certainly hope its the worst. Everything doesnt start well.. Start the day with a unclosed water bottle that leak out and wetted my whole bag, then during training, my stunts doesnt go up, ya, basically, not like before. Then aching everywhere, its not the worst. Going home, I forget to take my water bottle, so I went back under the rain to get it back, then walked out, took the long bus and the took a cab back. Finally realizing that my Ipod is missing.

I was so pissed off, seriously, I need my mp3 de, and this nano have been with me for a long time, never fails me and still going on well. I so angry.. I search on website for interchange and cab service, but to find out, both is closed and have to call at the nxt day, which is today. But i very certain that the cab wont have, cause its silver cab, so the seats are silver, and my nano is red. So I wont be so blind not to see that if it drops, and i did check before I go off.

BUT i also rem I check when I out of the bus!! So, the last place it can be, still at school. My heart certainly drop man, I dun know what to do loh, today I dun have the mood to do anything, and its freaking still raining, and I have headache. I so pissed off that anyone that does stupid things will kena from me, thats include that ass hole PRC guy. He better dun do anything stupid. And today, the website is finally out, but the LINKS are freaking not working. TMD.. hopefully siti will come online soon, she is the only one that can help me now. I asked the rest but none knows anything about hotspots. No mood. Can I dun work.. TMD..

Sneaky Sneaky

2007-02-28T09:16:00.000+08:00

Apparently, I din blog yesterday, well, because I din go to work at all.. SHHHHH... Haha!! I woke up in the morning feeling trashed, so i decided to go back to sleep and then go to see a doctor later on. So after that, its around 12 le. LOL!! Then went off to eat, hopefully finding a clinic in process. Apparently, I got 3 clinic around my area, but none of them is open.. *CLAP* So, trashed I am, I went back home and decided to find one later on. Need to go to school for meeting, so thinking of going to JP but ended up, it took me quite long to reach JP and I almost late, so I cannot see a doctor again, and ended up I dun have any MC.. LOL!! I told my frenz that I can bet with her that I be fine today even without the MC.. HAHA!! So here I am, none of the incharge is around.. "-.- (I really wonder where is everyone) And no one asked me anything, so I have to keep quiet about it and let it drift off.. HAHA!!!

Today Today.. Hmm as usual i think, my cough is still around, quite irritating, but the nose is okie le.. Haha!! But today bad start, after I got off the bus, I felt that my pants is wet!!! LOL, ya, my water bottle leak, i din close it fully, So the whole bag is quite well, including my pants, lucky is at one corner and my mag and book is wet, and there is ink smeach.. Yucks.. I feel sad.. :( But i going to get a new bag anyway, after my salary comes. Haha!!

Oh, did i say that I did a hair cut and dye my hair?? Anyway I did, like last week.. Fri? Ya, think so.. Well, I feel quite robbed after they tell me the price, but hai, you cannot ask them to undye right? So confirm this is the last time i go that place, the next time I go, I going to jio people to go with me. I bored during the whole process.. LOL!! And TODAY!!! We got training!! Ya, after so long, I feel so excited for today.. Ya, maybe because there is a chance to see everyone, and not forgetting, to train!! Ya!! So TODAY going to be a GREAT DAY!!!

Sick

2007-02-26T09:44:00.000+08:00

Damn I sick.. First the rashes, now the running nose.. Sad.. Confirm is the 2 days of chingay that make me until like this.. the exhausts, the heat, and the short hrs of sleep.. Hai.. New year is not enjoyable one.. :( This is the last time I doing chingay anyway, no more, because it just sucks.. So many people doing nothing.. LOL!!! Anyway, for money sake, no choice also.

See, so my fri and sat was spent like that, I feel so wasted.. LOL!! Sunday have to go down to visit my teacher, and she treat us to a dinner, Yum Yum!! Its at raffles town country club, so its quite expensive loh!! Haha!!

Okie, nothing much for the weekends anyway, the coming 2 weeks will be super busy. Tian ah.. No time to slack le.. Sad Sad Sad..

Larry

Boring

2007-02-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

Ya, Basically, I dun need to entry my work into the blog le. Why? Because I got the boring white book, as classified by Mag.. LOL!! Ya, she got it for me and then pass it to me during a dinner before CNY. Ya!! Basically, Yesterday I went home, declare MC. Ya, so i went all the way back to bukit panjang, see the doc, and then went all the way back to bedok. Then nua abit, eat medic, and then sleep.. Then wake up, play game, then sleep.. The medic sure is strong. make me sleepy instantly.. Should not eat them during work.. Maybe when I sleeping ba. So hows my rashes? Hmm, Its better le.. Still got a little, but I think I be fine before Chingay.

Chingay Chingay, I involved in it, it means I have to cancel my appointment with 2 pretty gals.. DAMN!! LOL!! Oh well, What is CGL for man.. No reason not to go for the chingay.. "-.- Anyway, I damn happy with the website, did some small adjustments, esp to the scroll bar and its done.. Unoffically done.. LOL!!

Anyway, time to get to work.. Or slack.. Hehe.. I going to keep quiet about yesterday's MC, see anyone rem anot.. LOL!!

CNY

2007-02-21T09:17:00.000+08:00

Okie, this holiday simply sucks man, I got a bad time with rashes now, I really hope I can hiberate at home for 2 days. But sadly, I have to work and I also finish my skin lotion cream. :( So It means first, I have to buy the cream, 2nd, i have to stay clear from alot of food for this 2 days. Ya.. i don't know what I ate loh, damn it man, but its a long time since I got rashes again.. ENDURE!!

So new year, nope, nothing special, dun have the mood also, plus with the rashes.. Damp me off totally. Anyway, I spent my holiday doing the website that I suppose to be doing, its almost done, let say 90 percent. The rest, I waiting for people to submit their information to me. :) And also, changing the details. All this, thanks to Siti for telling me the way to do with dreamweaver, well, she din teach everything, but at least she show me the way and I eventually found the solution to my problem. Ya, I gave up on sat.. LOL, but picked it up on Monday to finish it up. Yap yap, though I think I want to make it more cool, but, apparently, a simple website wont be really that cool, unless using flash code, which is problem also, So i think i stick with simple enough website. Let see what the rest have to say then.

So so so, what else is there to say?? Nothing I guess, this year is not good for me, mahjong i lose also, kao.. its never the way man, 50 over dollars in 1 nite, lol.. no luck man, so now, stay netural, enjoy the gaming, and do more work. :P

Take care people.. LOVE ME!!

Emotionless

2007-02-16T09:33:00.000+08:00

Its friday.. Another day to weekends.. And of course, the all waiting CNY is here. Oh well, dun know the routine of the whole CNY.. So I think I will just follow the crowd, see got ppl call me anot, then go as planned. Yesterday bored to the shit, hai, only did some paper work for my fellow staff, but then, its too easy to make the whole job more than an hr. Bzzz.. Anyway, today is one day I looking forward to, going out to meet up with frenz that haven been meeting up with, next week also. Surprising thing, both weeks I going out with 2 gals!!! "-.- but well, not so "hot" as in I forunate. LOL!!

I realise something about the PRC guy, he will wear the shirt for 2 days. So it means he wearing yesterday's shirt today. Secondly, he can get very action packed, if you know he is joker and like to do big actions to make everyone laugh, that is still fine, but his action pack is, those slient movement, suddenly swing his hand, or when he play minesweeper and die, got action response de. Well, not that I against it, but it does bother me as I already find him irritating, ya when he doesnt irritate me at all. LOL!!

I realise I dun have much emotion also.. Like everyday the same, even when I go out, it can be as simple and plain as it be.. Like nothing's happening, And i thinking so much.. I dun know..

Okie thats all.

P.S the PRC guy just sneezed and he use his shirt to... AHHH.. LOL!! to believe I working with him for 4 more months. "-.-

Wow, ITs thursday!!

2007-02-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

Wow, Its thursday alreadi!!! Ya ya!!. Okie, basically, Yesterday was trying my best to waste the time in the office.. Hai, If only the computer is good, I can do my website here, but its a sucky one, so I cannot do anything de loh. :( Somemore dun have dreamweaver.. !!! Anyway, the whole day was spent playing minesweeper and also running out to the alley to idle. Sooner or later, I going to be a minesweeper expert.. "-.-

Other than that, okie, today the PRC guy worn a different shirt, Thanks god le.. LOL!! Or else.. I dun know what to say la.. And got some documents given by the staffs for us to spend our time, for me actually.. :P Do slowly.. LOL!!!

Okie, nothing much to update, cause its V day yesterday, today is the W day. What is W? Working day loh. LOL!!! Get to work, you ASS HOLES!!

The V Day

2007-02-14T09:07:00.000+08:00

The V day

Ah, Morning wake up, realising I don't want to wake up.. LOL!! Sian.. Anyway, today is the day for all couple to give their loves to each other. Hmm, every year's V day, I always spend alone, I also dun know why. A few years back in magnum, as I am the welfare head, I bought roses for all singlehood gals in Magnum. Recently years, I also spent it alone, Cause most of the time its weekday, it means me staying inthe hostel to sleep or to slack.. And the day will disappear very fast. But today seems so much different, so many ups and downs, I thought I got company, but ended up dont have. Or like last minute arrangement then it was cancelled.. Hmm, I wonder whats happening to this year, so many prob. Well, Hopefully things will have a change over after today.

As for yesterday and today, OH MY GOD, I just turn over to look at the PRC guy, and guess what, he is wearing the SAME T-SHIRT!! Oh Yucks man.. EEEKK What the hell he thinking, dun he know about hygenie? AHHH Someone save me pls... Damn him man. Secondly, yesterday on the bus, While I got a seat, its the outside seat, there was this older man that stands beside me, and his arm stretched out holding the railing on the bus, The top one, and another extend towards the passager back seat infront of me. So the thing is, he don't smell nice, like after work all this.. But his body keep leaning forward, like looking out of the window or wat, and i keep leaning away towards the woman beside me.. I feel like telling him, uncle, dun lean over le, you dun smell good. Oh my god, some time in mrt, this also happen, like workers after long hrs work, went in, and expand their arm length to the max.. LOL!! For airing maybe.. I pity those ladies that are short and about their shoulder height, that will be YEEAKKKKSS!!! Haha..

Serioursly le, No sense of concern by 80% of singaporeans, its like, when i feel it will be okie to let the seat off, give some friendly gesture, but the 80% will just take things for granted, and it makes me pissed off, and always make me want to be the evil guy that will squeeze with everyone into the bus, push and push, or just sit down and dun care the surrounding. Oh my god, but I seriously dun want to be one. I perfer to stand in the 20% of the line. So wondering who are all this 80%? Most of them are those nearly 40 and above, well, the youngsters always have the so call image to uphold, and kaisu ness make them look ugly to their partners or friends.. And since our country is aging, 80% of them are elders!!! LOL!! you have to agree with me on that..

As for work yesterday: Nothing much. Did some packing of connectors. Thats all.. Ya, work is slow.. :(

Cya

Boring Tues

2007-02-14T09:06:00.000+08:00

Well, I thought that yesterday will be a good day because I going back to school to have a short meet up cum meeting with my fellow friends.. But ended up, the meeting is cancelled.. Sian, I even wanted to send a parcel oversea when i will be at JP, but well, I went down to the HQ side, which is at Eunos, Damn near, then was quite lost on how to get the parcel sent, LOL!! Because there isnt instructions around, not even a staff at the gift counter, So I just took a card, write some things and then went to counter, pack them, and send off. I wonder does she charge me the card anot, anyway, I dun care, it cause me 20 dollars to send the parcel, Well, because I sent it as registered.. I dun want it to lost in the jungle or wat. LOL

And also, Damn, i think I drank some dirty water.. Yucks to think abt that, because I got red spots when I reach home, before hand, when I was able to drink again, I smell something funny from the bottle, YEEEKKK, so i throw away. So the red spots are there and now also, just when CNY is coming, what the hell man.. So I am enduring the slight itch.. Oh well.. Secondly, this company is good le, give each of us one hong bao, and contain inside is a $10 dollar. Hmm, well.. though its not alot, it will work on winning the hearts of the people, then people thinking that this company muz be so stingy, (My old company dun have anything) Ya..

Lastly, the PRC guy, ya, I think he stink, got some smell from him, yucks, to believe he sitting beside me, and STILL wearing a t-shirt to work, he must be kidding man, always do the super opp things.. Oh well, it only worsen his image to people. Who cares?? I juz concern beside he is freaking going to sit beside me.. LOL!!!

As for work, here goes:

Start off with explanataion of the diagram that we drawn to the superviors, then proceed to include several more images into the database, means creating several more tables to display the analog values, and the status of the substation bays. Anyway, I also find out that, during the process of commisioning the substation, proposing the project, the customer can always change the news or some other things they want, and it can be critical to the program because, any change of name have to be reflected throughout the system, thats not the worst i think. I think the worst is to change some of the program platform to suit the customer needs. Though the customer is always right, something we need to advise them that changing the program again will take a few weeks to complete as the inclusive thing they wanted is a major part in the program.

Ya, the program flexibitily is there, but nothing is perfect, there are still things that if needed to change, it means changing the core of the program.

Thats all folks.

Monday

2007-02-14T09:05:00.000+08:00

Its Monday.. So fast.. Today wake up hoping that its sunday.. LOL!! If only huh.. Oh well, basically, my weekends is quite low profile. Friday nite spent the whole night doing the website template and finally it done, all thanks to Siti, for giving the pointers. Then sleep till like 2 pm before getting up and realizing my relatives are here!! Went down to eat and also talk to them.. Yap Yap!! Did some more work before going out with frenz in the night. Ya quite late, suppose to watch a movie, but ended up, shopping for stuffs.. LOL!! Then mahjong session!! And I lost.. Bzzzz.. Dun know why also.. Juz unlucky loh. Anyway, Sunday was a total thrash, I woke up early despite the early morning sleep, and wanted to go back by cab, realising that I have to go down to town to collect some things. then also have to buy some stuff.. So, my mind is totally thrashed le, but i still manage to survice the whole journey and went back. But i din sleep la, Just stay up to play some game and chit chat.. Cause got enough time to sleep later one ma.. LOL!!!

Anyway, my parents are really cunning, I think its heritage la, i also cunning. Give me tons of reasons and so, I din have pocket money liao.. Bzzz... Thats boring, it means my money is going down again.. I thought i can keep saving.. Anyway, monday is so blue!!

Oh, the PRC guy is beside me.. Hai.. I think he abit wrong freq one le.. Monday, first day of the week, he wear a T-shirt to the company.. Somemore that time, the supervior says that polar T will be good.. Then I think he super hyper, wear shirt everyday, hardworking. Then today, wear T-shirt.. Speechless or dun know what. Maybe he wear his shirt too many times le, and haven wash.. Yucks.. LOL!! Thats so mean..

Anyway, as for work, here goes:

Spend the whole day doing the graphics drawing for the new project KUTA. It is the early stage of the project and we are suppose to give them a set of documents, and this set of documents include the graphical layout of the Single Line Diagram and also the Techincal design diagram. So I did the Single Line Diagram part. It is easy to create each of the image, sizing them up to the apparent size is the critcal part as there is a limited size we can only draw in. And if the drawing is wrong, have to go into the group edition to edit everything in order to make the image smaller.

First of all, creating a simple drawing to generalise the whole single line diagram, then create a template using the drawing to make the whole drawing part faster. Just add in the drawing to increase the number of bay station.

OLD friday

2007-02-14T09:03:00.000+08:00

OLD Friday:

Its FRIDAY!!! WAH!! Okie, I forget to update for the last 2 days.. So Later I going to summarize everything, as for now.. Work is as usual, but finally got some things to do. But still got alot of free free time.. LOL!! I went online to search for online penpal.. Thats how sad it is.. I cant call people, most of them study or working, msg them also pai seh, I being doing it for past 5 weeks.. LOL!! So hai, online is the best bet.

i thinking of going off island for a week or 2.. Maybe KL, or maybe some where. Anyone interested? I kinda of down recently.. I thought the last year is already a bad year for me, I think ever since I in NTU, nothing is smooth, but this year, its Feb already, but nothing have changed. Just when I thought its going to be better, it doesnt, negative results. So I need a getaway trip, to somewhere, for a week, and see what can i absorb from outside..

Recently I been reading my back mails, ya mails that I wrote to target people, or just vent my anger. Its kinda of funny. Take an example, I wrote a very hostile email to all my committee recently, not long.. Also in the past, I read though, I think its quite funny. It doesnt have the element of anger, but some threaten element, some funny element. But I still think I could have sounded too harsh. My frenz also said I sound very harsh in the mails. LOL.. But I got reasons to do that. First of all, I don't like to work over people, it means saying you do that you do that, ya I not the boss type. I being working alone since like ITE on projects or camp plans, So i pretty used to working alone, getting things done, so when things are not done, I can only blame myself. So I once again back to committee, I cannot stand it when I see slackers around, or when things needed to be done, just act cute and walk around. Ya, I slack some time, but I still get my ass cleaned, and I dun like to cover people's ass unless that person did what I told him to, and he deserve my protection. The third thing is, being too nice in a committee wont be good, people make use of you, think you can be push around and things like that. It happens, I being nice, and people make use. So I think, if there is a need for a bad and mean head, I be one. I make sure everyone knows I dont fool around when doing meetings or getting things done. So thats maybe why I sound like killing everyone in mails. (Rem the magnum mail?) Ya, I am the last person that people will think of that will write that kind of message, but close frenz know that I dun like to stick around with hypocrites.. Or showing off people..

Back to work: Tues, Wed Thurs.. Did the fine tuning for the demo system, increase the font and display graphics in PASiC, the old method is to change every bit of it. The easy way is to do one, and then copy over the rest. It works, but you have to be careful with the linking part. Yesterday, finally started the KUTA project, and we are doing some document thing now. I did the system description file that explain in detail about the system we are selling to the customer. Alot of detail, read through everything and realise that commionising a project can take so long to finalise. Well, I think so, because involving 200 kV stuff is not a joking thing. :)

LAte one

2007-02-13T20:11:00.001+08:00

LATE LATE TUESDAY:

Blogging, and update on yesterday's work!!

Nothing much, get to do the system myself and update several things to the program, most of them are linking the points of the system. Secondly notice a bug that the system have but cannot be resolved, as mentioned by the staff.

Okie thats all.. As for yesterday, the PRC guy went missing and the staff and me dun know where he went. I dun care also, nvm without him I feel better.. Hehe.. But bad start for yesterday, forget to bring money then want to draw from ATM, but ATM spoil, then have to walk all the way down to dun know where to draw money.. LOL!! But finally manage to get some money and have my lunch, technically, nothing much yesterday.. So its kind of slacking also.. Hehee..

Okie, thats all..

Last Week Monday

2007-02-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

Last Monday:

Monday Monday.. Wah, It can come so fast, and go so fast. Oh well, some update on Friday work:

Basically, the staff complied a basic program for the demo system in the demo room. Alot of features is introduced, esp the gemstart and the AI unit. Gemstart is a new device by AREVA that is able to control the circuit breaker without using a C264 but can provide the same protection and control like C264. Major difference is C264 can control several inputs and outputs at one time and do a display out on its screen, where Gemstart can only manage one unit. But its comparing small. As for the AI unit, its just another device that will display the readings provided by the machines, real time readings. Tested and complied a few times to make the system work and change the settings of the control panel to make it look nicer.

Bascially, the whole day is spent making it work. Today going to make it better if I not wrong.

Okie, as there is finally work today, I thought I might have to stay back to work, but lucky I dun need to, cause I meeting siti for dinner at the Indian place. LOL, ya, little india, so went down, meet her and have our meal. The food is good for the price we paid, So maybe you guys can try in future. Then went to the Mustafa to shop, I wanted to look for a cheaper blue tooth headset, but well, I got a better one, so I juz made a pass for the one selling in Mustafa. And SITI!!! She buying a Bollywood Movie!!! Ya!! Lol, but i can say, from the screen viewing, its very nice, and siti say she have all the collection. (Dun tell me she going to fall in love for a indian actor!!) Wow, her taste is so wild!! LOL!!! Of course, went back to bukit panjang because Sat have a gathering at Toa payoh.

Thurs Thurs One more day to weekend

2007-02-01T19:29:00.002+08:00

Okie, Its alreadi Thurs.. LOL!! Getting SO BORED.. AHHHH.. Anyway, work on WED:

Reading on the notes, and trying out more abilites on CMT and PASIC. Can be very complex, so only get to know that the IP address of the C264 can be changed using CMT. Other than that, read on the redundancy setting for the system.

Okie.. Thats all ba.

What other things?? Hmm, boss came to check on us, but nothing to check also, cause not sleeping ma, the PRC guy super heng le, sleeping time din get caught. Oh well, it will be paiseh for that to happen again. Secondly, I got my pay check.. COOL.. Going to save everybit of it. If possible, going to states end of this year to visit a close frenz. Hopefully le.. :) HEHEE.. Oh and the lady that gave us pay check, caught him sleeping, but ah ya, she's a nice lady, I doubt she will complain.. LOL!!

Calculation, let ssay 650 for 6 months is.. 3900.. Hmm, dun know enough to fly there anot. LOL!! Should be la ho.. Okie.. ENJOY WORKING.. HAI!!